The Day You Came

chapter 2

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I didnt want to come home to my nightmare. So I lay in the ground and stared at the stars.

How I wish I was one of them. They shine so bright while I was thinking to myself how to suvive this life.

After two hours of laying in the ground, I walked back to my house.

The lights were off so I wish they were asleep at this time. I didnt want to enter the front door so I climb up the tree to my room.

I change into one of my old clothes then I went to my bathroom.

I opened the faucet and leave it behind to full the bath tub.

While the water was running down, I lock the door and walked towards to my drawer.

I rumbled through my clothes and there it is. I grab one and then I continue to walk to the bathroom.

I turned off the faucet. Then I jump into it.

I stared at the ceiling for a minute.

On my left side, there was a mirror. I looked at it.

You know the feeling when you look at the mirror then you dont know anymore who you're staring at.

Numb.

I feel numb. So numb. So tired of everything that I dont feel anything anymore. Tears were running down my cheeks. But I just let it be. I dont know why I'm crying anymore.

You know the feeling when the bathroom was the best room of all? Because when you cry, no one can hear you. Then youre waiting for everyone to fall asleep just to cry it all, laying in your bed all alone?

I grabbed the blade that i was looking for.

I stared at the cold metal. Should I really do this? Yes.

"Hello again, my friend." Then I slit it to my wrists.

I dont feel anything at all. Which I'm proud of. I can hurt myself many times as I want and I wont feel anything.

Then I write on my wrist,

HELP

I stared at it. Then I chuckled to myself. I looked at my left side.

"Who would want to save someone like you?" I smiled at the girl that was looking back at me.

I play with the red water mixed with my fresh blood.

Again, I looked up then stared at the ceiling for what seems like forever.

I closed my eyes.

......

Sleep. It whats make me feel free.

I was so happy and relieved tonight. I cut myself which makes me satisfied. And forget the things that they've done to me.

I drifted off to sleep, peacefully.

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I woke up feeling the cold water. I stared at the blood and the blade that I was holding.

Then memories of last night started coming back. I smiled.

I'm so weird.

I drained the red water and took off my clothes. I tied up my hair and took a nice shower.

I grabbed my towel and started rubbing it in my long dark brown hair. Then I brushed my teeth.

I made sure that there was no blood laying around and I threw the blade that was wrapped in a tissue in it in the trash.

I exited the bathroom and walked over to my drawer.

I grabbed a pair of jeans and a hoodie. Then my sneakers.

I looked at the mirror and I look fine. I look so pale. My lips werent that red. They were pale and so was my face. But I couldnt care less.

I grabbed my bag and run down stairs.

I stared at the table. I remembered Mom telling me not to join them for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. So I took my bicycle then rode off.

I felt my stomach getting mad then I decided to stop at 7eleven.

I entered the shop and there was a music playing. I look around deciding what should I eat for breakfast.

Realizing that I dont have that much money, I grabbed a biscuit and a drink.

I walked over to the counter and paid for my food.

I checked my watch not realizing I was late.

"Fudge"

I put my breakfast at my bag then started pedalling. Fast.

Once I reached the school, I parked my bicycle somewhere behind the school and run towards the entrance.

I entered the hallway. It was a like a desert place. There was no one around. Class already started like 5 minutes ago.

I dont want to be in the detention so I decided I'll wait for the second period.

I walked towards the stairs and started walking to the rooftop.

I entered the rooftop. It was windy.
I sat in the bench and look at the view.
It was breathtaking. It was still early so there was a sunrise.

It was mixed with the color of blue, orange, and yellow.

I started eating my breakfast when all of a sudden I heard footsteps approaching.

"Who's there?" I asked holding my biscuit.

Then he came out from the door.

"You?!"