Macey's P.O.V
(If you do not like gore and suicide skip this chapter)
Panting at the top of the stair as I hadn't done any exercise for a long time. I walked into the bathroom and turned on the tap. Water gushed out loudly into the bath in my shining, white bathroom. I locked the door just before turning the tap off. I couldn't take it, so I just took a razor from the bathroom cupboard and I stamped on it causing the shiny, flexible blades fall to the floor. I picked them up, my breath shaky.
Fully clothed, I slipped into the boiling hot water. It gave me goosebumps as I sunk down.
I couldn't take it anymore. Everything was getting too much. No one ever cares about me.
My parents are both dead. It's not like they cared about me anyway.
I had one friend, Chaz, but he was barely here for me anyway as he was probably sorting out his 'major' problems and covering the drawings up.
I had no family, I had no one.
I grabbed the blade, I sucked in a breath of air as I sliced it vertically through the thin skin on my arm. My skin split like the way a banana would do when you peel it.
Blood poured out of my arm causing the bath water to turn a deep crimson colour.
I put the blade in the opposite hand and repeated the same motion as before, turning the bath an even deeper red.
I tensed my arm an plunged it into the water as I held my breath as I dunked my head into the water not wanting to get up.
'You know when you're drowning, you don't actually inhale until right before you black out. It's called voluntary apnea. It's like no matter how much you're freaking out, the instinct to not let any water in is so strong that you won't open your mouth until you feel like your head's exploding. But then when you finally do let it in, that's when it stops hurting. It's not scary anymore. It's - it's actually kind of peaceful.'
It stung so much.
I felt so sleepy.
There was a knock at the door but everything was spinning, nothing would stay still. "Macey!"
Someone was calling my name.
"Macey! I know you're in there. Macey!" The door burst open and a blurry, shadowy figure stood there mouth open not knowing what to say.
My eyes slowly dropped down.
Everything went black.
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