Why don't we group chat {complete}

You were almsot gone

Ok so this is gonna be kinda depressing but I'll tell you when to stop reading or you can just skip it and read the next chapter tomorrow. Also never do this stuff children it's not right. I made this mistake before and regret it every day. I never did anything this harsh but I still have the scars. So just know if you feel like this PM is always open and you aren't alone. I love every single one of you and every struggle will make you stronger. Thanks guys ok now I'll let you read if ya want. ❤️ also I have to say trigger warning for self harm.

Jonahs pov

I went back to the room I was originally in and all the guys stared at me. Me being stupid I forgot I had a black eye and not a light one at that. I didn't feel amazing but we had a show so I'll just take so aspirin or something. I walked in and all the guys stared at me and then gave me confused/worried looks.

Daniel: 1 where did you go and 2 did you get in a fight with a bear or something!?
Zach: wtf bro what happens to you
Jonah: nothing is fine... we got any asprin?
*i walked over to the couch and held my head cuz it hurt so bad*
Jack: ya but not till you tell us what happened
Corbyn: what went on out there Jonah??
Jonah: norths dad showed up and wanted to kill her but he found me first and so he hit me a lot and north saw and called the cops.....
*there mouths dropped*
Jonah: now get me the aspirin ugh
Jack: should you even preform tonight bro the fans will understand of you can't and wanna be with north.
Jonah: no I'll be fine and she went to the bus
Zach: what did she say before she went to the bus? *he sounded really worried and scared*
Jonah: at one point she said she wanted to not do this anymore but then she was ok I guess.

*Corbyn and Daniel looked at each other then ran out of the room towards the bus*

Stop reading hear if your uncomfortable with this stuff.

Norths POV
*thinking to herself*

No I can't do this again...Jonah doesn't even know about the first time...but it would be ok to do it once more right....

I was Looking at the blade in my hands. I was shaking and crying. I couldn't understand how he got out and how he texted me after the police got him. Maybe it wasn't him....was there someone else?

*10 minutes earlier*

Random: just to let you know I will get out again and when I do i will come to end your life - love dad

*End*

*thinking to herself again*
No I'm so stupid I shouldn't do this....but I was stupid to think I could leave this all behind...

*screams*
DAMN IT I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE.

I cut once for being stupid once for not telling Jonah, once for thinking I could leave this in the passed and once for doing what I was doing. I ended up with 4 not really deep cuts on the side of my wrist and one on the bottom of my thumb. I stopped and put the blade down after realizing what I had done. I started crying again and realized how much my arm was actually bleeding and in pain. I went over to the sink and rinsed my arm off. I started feeling really dizzy so I sat down on the floor. That was the last thing I fully remember before I saw Daniel and Corbyn.

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Daniels POV
Me and Corbyn were the only two that know she hurts herself. I've been there when it happened the first time. And I had called Corbyn for advise on what to do so he knows too. We ran out to the bus hoping we would catch her before she did anything stupid. We ran in and didn't hear anything so we called her name.

Corbyn: hey north??!!
Daniel: north it's just me and Corbyn none of the others are here.
Corbyn: bro where is she?!
Daniel: check her bunk and I'll check the bathroom...ok?
Corbyn: ok

I went over to the bathroom and Corbyn went to the bunks. I opened the door and north was laying in the floor probably blacked out from all the blood. I ran over to her and made sure she was still breathing. She was so I started trying to wake her up and o yelled for Corbyn.

Daniel: Corbyn I found her
*he ran into the bathroom and his jaw dropped*
Corbyn: Daniel this is worse than last time
Daniel: I know go get me a cup of water
Corbyn: ok try and wake her up
*he walked out and I started shaking her*

Daniel: north! North! North please...please wake up

Corbyn came back with the water and I shook her some more till her eyes opened

Daniel: oh my god north *i hugged her and she started crying again*
Corbyn: it's ok north nobody else is here just us three...why would you do this again
North: I'm sorry *she was crying still*
Daniel: here take this *he handed her something for pain and the water*
North: I'm sorry
Corbyn: it's ok northy but why did you do this again...you promised you wouldn't.
North: I just felt so stupid I'm sorry guys...I'm really tired
Daniel: ok well let's wrap up your arm then so you can go to sleep.
North: ok thank you guys

Norths POV
Corbyn helped me wrap my arm up and then helped me walk to my bunk, since I felt really week.

North: thank you corbs....wait aren't you supposed to be preforming?
Corbyn: in like 2 minutes
North: ok well you should go then
Corbyn: ummm nope I'm staying with you tonight.
North: I'm ok Corbyn go preform
Corbyn: not gonna happen northy Jonah would kill all of us if he knew you did this and we left you alone.
North: right Jonah....crap he's gonna hate me or brake up with me or.... *he cut me off*
Corbyn: north he loves you he might be worried about you but he will always love you.
North: ok I'm gonna go to sleep now
Corbyn: good night northy we'll be back in like 5 minutes
North: ok

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Sooooo hope you liked the chapter. Part 2 ish is tomorrow so ya be ready for that. Vote comment ye know