I see people together, happy and so immersed within each other and then I look towards an empty reflection of myself and wonder why?
Am I not good enough for anyone's love?
Am I not worthy to feel desired, wanted and needed?
Is there something wrong with me, the way I look, act or dress?
Why?
Why am I not like other people?
Why can't I have someone to love and receive love?
Why can't I experience feelings like a strong bond of togetherness or the overpowering feeling of ecstasy.
Why haven't I ever experienced a loving touch? A soft pair of lips on mine, breathing me in.
Why?
I dread this feeling of emptiness and worthlessness, I want to feel loved.
I'm tired of crying myself to sleep, to hush and hold myself because I'm getting weak.
I want someone to take care of me and help me heal, but why can't I have it?
Why does everyone else have all the fun apart from me.
Why?
