I wake up the next morning at 10:00a.m. I have no classes today.
I'm feeling happy today because I get to see him. There is this boy that I like at work. His name is Luis and he is just so hot. He will never go for a girl like me.
I got to be at work at 12:00p.m. today. I get in the shower and do my business.
I go in my room and find my sexy bra and panties. I put on some fitted jeans and my orchard work short.
I work at Orchard Fresh Market. I catch a cab to work so i won't be late.
I make it to work a minute before. I clock in and get my drawer out the office.
I walk to register 3 and luis is bagging for me. I'm screaming in the inside.
"Hey Nadia," Luis said.
I am really shock he spoke to me. Nobody speaks to me at work. Everyone thinks I'm all weird thanks to a girl name Marcella.
That's a story i will tell later.
"Um hey luis," I said shyly.
"So would you like to go on a date with me sometime," He said.
"Yeah sure," I said.
"Okay I'll let you know when," He said.
Work went by fast. Luis was talking and joking with me. I had fun and it felt good being around him.
I'm waiting on my taxi when I see Marcella come outside.
"I would offer you a ride but I don't like weirdos like you," Marcella said??
I just ignore her and look away. I don't know what I did to her. She told everyone I was suicidal which I am not. I haven't done anything to no one.
"Luis only asked you out cause he felt sorry for you," She said.
My cab pulls up and I get in and tell the driver my address. We get there in ten minutes.
I walk in and lock the door. I head straight for the shower. I get out and look in the mirror.
I hear the voices in my head.
What if he does feel sorry for you? You are not pretty like other girls. You should just die.
I try to ignore it but its hard not too.
I take a deep breath and walk out. I turn off the lights and head to bed.

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The Lonely Girl!
AcakNadia has avoidant personality disorder. She is 19 and has alot of insecurities too. she wants people to accept her for who is she is.