The Lonely Girl!

Him.

I wake up the next morning at 10:00a.m. I have no classes today.

I'm feeling happy today because I get to see him. There is this boy that I like at work. His name is Luis and he is just so hot. He will never go for a girl like me.

I got to be at work at 12:00p.m. today. I get in the shower and do my business. 

I go in my room and find my sexy bra and panties. I put on some fitted jeans and my orchard work short.

I work at Orchard Fresh Market.  I catch a cab to work so i won't be late.

I make it to work a minute before. I clock in and get my drawer out the office.

I walk to register 3 and luis is bagging for me. I'm screaming in the inside.

"Hey Nadia," Luis said.

I am really shock he spoke to me. Nobody speaks to me at work. Everyone thinks I'm all weird  thanks to a girl name Marcella.

That's a story i will tell later.

"Um hey luis," I said shyly.

"So would you like to go on a date with me sometime," He said.

"Yeah sure," I said.

"Okay I'll let you know when," He said.

Work went by fast. Luis was talking and joking with me. I had fun and it felt good being around him.

I'm waiting on my taxi when I see Marcella come outside.

"I would offer you a ride but I don't like weirdos like you," Marcella said??

I just ignore her and look away. I don't know what I did to her. She told everyone I was suicidal which I am not. I haven't done anything to no one.

"Luis only asked you out cause he felt sorry for you," She said.

My cab pulls up and I get in and tell the driver my address.  We get there in ten minutes.

I walk in and lock the door. I head straight for the shower.  I get out and look in the mirror.

I hear the voices in my head.

What if he does feel sorry for you? You are not pretty like other girls. You should just die.

I try to ignore it but its hard not too.

I take a deep breath and walk out. I turn off the lights and head to bed.