Alexandria's POV.
Once All That Matter finished, Best I Ever Had just magically came on and I cursed myself out mentally.
Luckily, my smart ass had my shades on, I closed my eyes while singing along "You the fucking best, you the fucking best." We all sang along, Nate and Derek rapped along, and it kinda made me happy, but I'm still pissed off.
" Baby You my everything, you all I ever wanted." I sang, "Cause she hold me down, everytime I hit her up." Nate said, "When I get right I promise we gone live it up." Stass sang, "She make me beg for it, til she give it up." Derek said, "And I say the same thing every time." I continued.
"I say the fucking best, the fucking best, you the fucking best, you the fucking best, you the best I ever had." We all sang along.
We finally pulled up to Stass' house, I unplugged my phone and got out, going to the trunk and grabbing my bag out of it. I walked inside, with everybody behind me. Instead of going into the kitchen with them, I went upstairs and put my bag inside Stass' room, and taking off my shades. I went back downstairs to the kitchen and I saw Stass' dad, "Hey dad." I said, don't ask.
"Aaaah, my mentally challenged child." He said hugging me, "I prefer dysfunctional." I said proudly, "That's worse." Stass said, "You're clearly an idiot." I said walking over to her, "A big one too." I added, standing next to her. "You Nathan right?" Stass' dad asked while cutting a package open.
"Yes sir." Nate said, Stass' dad pointed the knife to him "Break Alexandria's heart and this knife and a lot more is going up your ass." He said as he continued to open the package. "Understood?" He added, "Understood." Nate said looking hella shook.
Even though Im pissed off at him, I went over to him and hugged him from the side, and he wrapped his arms around me. "Can we talk?" He whispered into my ear, I nodded and we walked to the backyard.
I sat down at the table thing they had in the back, and he sat next to me.
"I'm sorry for my outburst earlier today.. it's just, I found Bryces twitter and he's so much better lookin than I am, shit Alexandria, I'm so fucking scared that if I ever fuck up you'll leave me for him. And my heart seriously can't take that, you have no idea how much my body tenses when I hear his name come out so effortlessly of your mouth, and I know you hate him, but I can't help but feel like you'd leave me for him one day." He said, as a tear- no, more like a shit ton of tears came out as I closed my eyes to process what he just said. "I love you Alexandria." And I lost it.
I opened my eyes and looked at him, "I'm so fucking sorry.. you should've never felt that way ohmygod Nate, you're literally so perfect in my eyes even if you don't see it. The way your tattoos compliment your arms/skin, the way you'll lightly laugh at me when I fall off the bed in the morning, when you smile so hard that your dimples come out, when your eyes light up when you're talking about your music- id never imagine leaving you for him, or for anyone in that matter. What me and Bryce had, was non existent, it wasn't even there to begin with. I was the one with the feelings, and I was the one to get hurt. Yes i may have covered that so well, but I was hurting a lot. But everytime I looked at you, I forgot all about it. I feel at ease when i'm near you, and when i'm not all I can think about is when i'm going to get to be close to your body. Nate, you were literally my first time." I said closing my eyes again, and I felt Nate's hand grab mine.
I stood up and we hugged, "You mean everything to me Nate." I said closing my eyes, I love him sm. "You're all that matters to me, and you're my blessin' babygirl." He whispered wiping my tears, I looked at him and smiled.
After we had our little love slash crying party I the backyard we went back inside. Stass was on one side of the room and Derek was in the other. Okay what the hell happened here. I looked over to Nate and he shrugged. "Um so we made up. We good." I spoke up. "It was about time." Stass said crossing her arms. "What she said." Derek continued.
