Prologue:
I make people smile.
I make people laugh.
I make people forget their problems even for just a single minute.
Wanna know why?
I don't want them to feel sad.
I don't want them to feel lonely.
I don't want them to suffer from stress that I used to.
Yes. I make them happy even if it means that I should pretend to be funny, happy and don't have any problems when I am in front of them.
Ayokong maranasan nila ang kalungkutan dahil alam ko ang pakiramdam nito.
Kailangan ko silang mapasaya.
Kailangan. Need. Not Want.
Sabi nga sa Marketing, Need is much important than want.
Like me. I need to be love.
I need to come out of all these pretensions.
I need to be absolutely happy.
I need to be real to myself.
I need someone who can help me. Who will love me for who I really am.
But I don't know where to begin. Because the only person that I need left me. Not Literally. But she already have someone that can make her happy. And that someone is not me.
That's why, I am now in search for my absolute happiness.