Wanting Mcvey

Chaper 11-Admitting The Feeling

JAMES POV

We have just arrived at the house for the viewing and was now waiting for Sadie and Tristan to turn up

They have got really close these past few days which im really happy about because it means there wont be any awkwardness between any of us and we can all be close like one big group instead of loads of little ones.But the only thing i don't like is him being so close to my sister i don't really trust guys with her she always gets hurt or used and yeah i know i sound like an over protective brother and if she hurt what i was saying they would be the exact words coming out of her mouth,but i dont wanna have to see her heartbroken and me having to pick up the pieces i just want her to find her soul mate the one that's not going to leave her in a total mess or just use her.

I know Tristan's a nice guy and all and i know he wouldn't do nothing to hurt or upset anyone especially the ones he loves.

But the thing is that if Sadie ever did get with Tristan or Bradley and then they were to brake up it would cause so many difficulty's and especially now that we are gonna be living together.Knowing one of them broke my little sisters heart would also make me annoyed and blank them for a few days as well.

But for the meanwhile I just have to hope nothing is going on

SADIES POV

The drive was pretty dull we would usually be joking around and singing along to the radio but since we got in and that chat he just stared out the window deep in thought he looked liked he was debating weather he should say something or not

When we finally arrived at the house i had to try and snap him out of his daze before we got out and he drifted behind me as we walked up to the others

"and they arrive" James said lifting his arms in the air like he had been waiting the whole day

"well why don't we split up into pairs and look around the house"Skylar suggested

"ill go with Tris" i said grabbing his arm pulling him away i need to know what happened in the car and make sure everything was alright

"okay we will meet back here in an hour unless we bump into each over"James shouted to us

"okay"Tris shouted back

"come on the tell me whats wrong"I said standing in the hall way of our soon to be house

"what why would anything be wrong have you taken your meds today Sadie"He joked turning to face me while his eyebrows frowned

"well what happened in the car you looked like you were having a debate with yourself if somethings on your mind please tell me Tris" i asked taking hold of his hands

"look it doesn't matter now i know what i have got to do and I'm doing it later you will find out soon and you'll be the first to know as well okay" he said looking me dead in the eye with all serious

"why cant you just tell me now Tris you know i don't like waiting"i said rolling my eyes

"because i don't want to say it while we are here okay its not the right place to say that sort of thing" he said as we now continued walking

we walked into the back garden and walked over to the garden house that was out of site a bit further down the garden where we sat down inside on the huge cushioned sofa that took up one whole side of the house

we sat close together so i took the advantage of asking him the question that's been on my mind since earlier "can you tell me now"i whispered into his ear

He looked at me and smiled that gorgeous smile I see every time i look at him his hair wasn't jelled back today it was really soft and went back naturally just the way that i liked it and his shining eyes locked with mine until he looked down with nervousness God he was so cute i just wanted to hug him

Yeah iv got feelings for Tristan A lot we had got so close these few days and iv pretty much been attracted to him since the day we met but I knew things like this could never happen even if the feeling was mutual id always be on tour and if his band gets big well so will his and James would be in the middle and if we did get in a relationship it could ruin everything

"please don't freek out please don't hate me and please please don't let what I'm about to say ruin our friendship"Tristan said looking at his lap whilst his hand reached out to mine

"It cant be that bad"i said trying to make him feel at ease and more relaxed

"ever since i met you Sadie on that afternoon when you opened the door you have had me under some sort of spell where i go to bed thinking about you and wake up happily knowing that i will see your face iv never felt like this before and i really never thought that a feeling like this could be normal things like this only happens in Disney movie.But i suppose you could say iv always had feelings for you since the day we met you are so much more then what the public eye sees you and even when i didn't know you and i was just another 'fan' i liked you and that afternoon when i first laid eyes on you in the flesh and not a picture i fell and i have seriously fell hard and that night when we played truth or dare and that kiss we shared meant so much to me and i don't think you understand how much i want to be able to do that again but when we kissed i really hope you felt them to the firework's and the butterfly's that came with it and i don't know if its true but my mum always told me that 'when you feel them sparks your meant to be they are the ones you truly do love' and well what I'm trying to say is that Sadie Louise McVey I Love You.

He said looking into my eyes the whole way through his speech showing he meant every single word

i started tearing up no one has never said something like that to me before and to hear him say that means the complete world

He realized i was crying and pulled me into a hug and genitally rubbed my back in comfort "iv ruined it haven't i I'm sorry Sadie i should of kept it to myself-"

"no no you haven't Tris i feel the same the feelings mutual" i said looking into his eyes as i felt his heartbeat fasten

"really" he said in disbelief

"yes now kiss me you fool" i said with a smile

We leaned in and when our lips touched it felt like heaven my belly filled with butterfly's and this kiss brought so many sparks along with it you would think it was bonfire night he smiled into the kiss and so did i knowing that we both feel the same could this be the start to my happy ending iv always wanted

A/N

Hey they finally got together Tadie or Sristan love has blossomed but how will the others react or will they have to stay a secret?

Anyway hope you liked this chapter even if it is abit cheesy but we all like a bit of cheese now and then right ~ Sylvia