11:33 am
My phone was off.
I was simply going to listen to music.
But I seen I had a message.
So I opened it quickly thinking it was you.
I wasn't wrong.
I was a day late.
And now,
I found myself running out of the classroom.
To your house,
Where I know I'll find something that I don't want to.
I didn't even knock.
I just ran in.
I ran to you.
But you weren't there.
You were gone.
I knew that when I held your body.
Dried blood and an empty pill bottle.
I knew I failed you.
I still took you to the hospital.
Hoping,
You were in there somewhere.
But you meet with the hands of him.
And he took you from me.
Because you accepted it so easily.
Just to get away from the pain.
That he brought to you.
And when your dad found me,
Alone and crying in your room.
Cuddled in what was your favourite blanket.
He knew,
That you were gone.
And you weren't coming back.
This made him angry.
He hit the walls.
"FUCK!"
And there goes your owl lamp.
There goes his sanity.
Jimin, you knew what rape was.
But you didn't know how to stop it.
And now,
I can't breathe.