4:31 am
I'm unable to breathe.
As I watch them lower you into the ground.
Your body,
In that box,
Pale and unmoving.
Just how I found you.
Your father is on the run now.
I was pissed off,
He caused you to do this,
So I told the police.
And now,
Your house is empty.
Sometimes,
I crawl through the window,
Into your room.
But your never there anymore.
I stopped going to school.
They closed school for two days after it was announced.
Everyone loved you.
And to find out that you were gone.
Everyone just kinda stopped.
They stopped moving,
Some stopped breathing,
It took a toll on the whole school.
They have a memorial for you.
In the hallway.
Lies a frame with your face in it.
But it was so hard to pass,
Every time I had to move classes,
I'd stop and look at you.
Wondering how you were doing.
And then I would break.
I couldn't see your face anymore,
From what I remember,
You weren't so lively when you were in your coffin.
Or in your room.
It couldn't be you.
Why did I have to be your neighbour?
Why?
Why couldn't you close your curtains?
Did you need me to see?
Was that your plan?
Because I surly missed the notice.
I can't stop crying.
I've never cried so much.
But your worth it.
Every tear.
And shaky breathe I take,
Is because of you.
And I can't help but love it.
I can't help but love you.
Jimin,
I love you,
I'm going to come to you.
I'll be there for you.
Sorry mom and dad.
But someone else needs me.
You'll be okay without me.
Goodbye.