''My step dad'' I began. ''We were the most happiest family. I had a little sister called Amy. Me and my sister, we were very close. We used to play together.'' I felt a teardrop falling. Conor wiped it and shook his head. I smiled. ''It was Wednesday, 6:41 pm. 2010. I clearly remember. Me and my sister were in the bed, watching movies. My mom had called me so I had to go. She as alone in the room and I saw Hammond, my step dad, going there. I thought maybe he just went to check on her. After a few minutes, me and my mum heard a loud scream. We ran upstairs but he brought us down and tied us up. He..he raped my little sister in front of our eyes. It was too much for her. She couldn't breath and out of pain, she died. I couldn't take it. I fainted. I woke up to Hammond calling me. He had aborted my mum's three children. We were the only ones she had. And after Amy passed away, I was her only child. I was a fan of yours at that time. I used to watch all of your covers. Just a normal day, I was watching your cover of Marvin's Room and Hammond walked on. I tried to scream but he held my mouth shut. He ripped my clothes off and was about to go in when...'' I stopped. The memories came flashing back. I cried in Conor's arms. ''C'mon. It's okay. I gotcha.'' he smiled. ''When my mum came in'' I continued. ''She came in screaming and she threw him over the bed. She covered me with a blanket and took me to grandma's. He followed us and killed my whole family. I was the only one left. I tried shouting for help but no one came. We were left all alone. I was very scared. He was going to ruin my life..! But then a man came and hit him with a stick. I escaped and ran to my house. Luckily, I had a ticket to London with me. I don't know why. I packed my things and I ran to the bus stand. I gave the ticket and I set off for London. I didn't know but my mum was still alive. She called me and said that Hammond was in jail and she was in the hospital. But I had reached London by that time and I didn't have any money left. I told my mum about it. She reached London after a few days. I was at my aunt's house. She bought house with the money she had and we did a part time job. This is how my life started to rebuild. But after that, I was completely shattered and that is when I began self harm. I did it for years and years. But then I met you. You completely changed my life Conor.'' I finished. I could see him crying. Now I had to hold him. ''How...how could he..?'' he whispered, holding me tight. ''He is...a horrible human being..!'' He got up and cupped my face. I was crying as well. ''Babe, if he comes back here one more time....I swear on my life he's got another one coming'' he said. His eyes were red. ''I love you Conor'' and then I shattered to tears in his chest.
