It was late at night and Conor and I were lying down, holding hands after some good sex. ''So..you're just not gonna stop seducing me will you..?'' Conor asked me. ''Well, I don't know really. I mean if don't want me to...'' ''Of course I do...you don't know how much I love this...!'' ''Whenever you're like undressing me, I feel like I'm the most important person to yohu in this world...'' ''You are..'' He smiled and kissed me.
The next morning, when I was taking a shower, I suddenly felt funny. I puked but Conor didn't know. He was in the kitchen making breakfast for us. How sweet. I quickly got out of the shower and grabbed a towel. I got to the kitchen and saw Conor. ''Babe, I gotta go to the grocery store'' I was really nervous. WHAT IF I WAS PREGNANT...? WITH CONOR'S BABY..! ''But everythings's here..'' He came close and kissed me. ''B..babe, I'm not sure if I should tell you this but I think....I..'' I stopped. He kissed my neck. ''You what babe..?'' He whispered. I held his neck. ''I think I should get some stuff. Still, th'e milk is about to finish'' he laughed. ''Alright...I'll wait for ya...'' He kissed me and I smiled.
I went to the pharmacy and got a pregnancy test kit. Then I went to the grocery store and got some milk and nutella. Whenever I'm depressed, I eat nutella. But it wasn't really depressing. I was actually happy deep down. But more tensed. I went home and had breakfast. I went to the bathroom and tested. IT WAS WHAT I WAS AFRAID IT WOULD BE.....I KNEW IT..! I WAS PREGNANT..! I ran to Conor. But....I didn't even notice, my step dad was just right in the living room. Conor was in the other room. ''Conor..! Conor..! Baby..!'' I went to him and I was panting. ''Babe, what happened..?'' he got scared. ''Babe, babe I'm so sorry..!'' I was crying. ''What happened babe..!?'' I could hear the worry in his voice. ''Babe, I really didn't mean it..!'' ''Gemma..! Look at me...!'' He lifted up my head and wiped the tears away. ''Now come on..tell me..'' He looked me straight in the eye. ''B..babe...I'm...pregnant'' I muttered in his chest. I could hear the beating of his heart slowing down and then suddenly it got really fast. ''Babe..? No way, you're joking right..?'' ''No babe, I'm serious..!'' ''Oh my god Gemma..!'' He was smiling. ''You...you're happy...?'' ''Of course I am..! You don't know how happy I am..!'' He laughed. A teat fell from his eye. ''Are you sure you wanna be a dad now..? I mean you're just 21 babe..'' ''I don't care...I just know that we are having a baby and there is no way I'm gonna let go of this'' he kissed my forehead.
But just then my step dad came in and grabbed my wrist. He dragged me to the living room. ''What are you doing..?'' I screamed. ''What have you do e to my daughter..?'' He shouted at Conor. ''Oh really..? This is my fault now...? What about all those years that you've done wrong with her..?'' He snapped. I have never been so proud of Conor like I was now. ''Mr. I do what I want with my daughter'' Conor pulled me by the arm and I was standing behind him. ''She is not your daughter..! And you don't deserve a daughter like her..!'' I was smiling a little. ''I don't care..! I am gonna get this thing aborted..! Right now..!'' He pulled me and took me took the hospital. Conor was driving just behind us. He pulled me to the abortion room. ''Please don't'' I begged to the doctor. ''It is our job little one..We can't do anything'' and they took our baby forever....I got out of the abortion room and pushed my step dad out of the way. ''Babe'' Conor ran behind me. I walked home and Conor came in behind me...I locked the door of our room. I don't know but now I got a strong urge to cut myself.mi sat down on the floor cutting my hand. So many slits. ''Baby please open the door..!'' He shouted. I was crying. I didn't want to ruin his happiness but...
And then he broke the door and came inside. ''BABE..!'' He shouted throwing the blade outside. ''What the hell do you think you're doing..?'' He shouted. He hugged me tight. ''I'm so sorry babe..'' I whispered, unable to speak. ''Come on babe...why are you apologizing..? It's his fault..'' He kissed my forehead. ''Aren't you sad..?'' ''No'' he whispered. ''You're gonna lie to me..?'' I asked. ''Okay maybe a little bit but my sperm production hasn't stopped yet you know'' he smiled. I couldn't even smile...but what was happening to me..? I felt like I was freezing inside. And then I fainted. After sometime I woke up to see Conor crying, holding my hand. His eyes shifted to mine. ''Babe..!?'' He looked at me. I wanted to speak but I couldn't. I froze. I got up and he hugged me. I couldn't even hug him back. What is wrong with me...? Why can't I do anything..? ''Babe..no babe no..! Please..! Cry, do anything but please..!'' He knew what had happened to me. My brain had frozen. I was shocked. He hugged me even tighter. ''Please babe...at least cry..!'' He ran his fingers through my hair. He was crying a lot.
