Don't look back [ ON HOLD ]

Chapter 8

Liza's POV
"We've had...sex?" Alex rubbed the back of his neck and nodded. Heat swept over my cheeks and down my neck. We'd had sex, and i didn't even remember.

"Was that my first time?" Alex shook his head, blowing a little breath.

"No. We've been dating for several years, liza"

I wasn't sure what was worse: having this epically awkward conversation or not even remembering my first time with him. Hands shaking, I clasped the silver chain around my neck. The slight weight felt unbearably heavy for some reason. How could I not remember any of this? Tears built behind my eyes, and the urge to run kicked me in the stomach again.

"It's okay." Alex forced a smile. "Your parents warned me you wouldn't remember anything. And you don't, right? Not even the night you disappeared?"

My knees felt weak as I stood. "I don't remember anything. I had to ask my mom yesterday when my birthday was." I let out a chocked laugh as I faced him. "The doctor said I might get my memories back, though"

Oof okay I haven't updated this book in a really long time and so sorry for this short chapter but I hope you enjoyed and yes I'm gonna start updating this book !!!