Mindless Love

Chapter 11

So I really want to add a different vibe to story , I mean not that the fuck this fuck that fuck everything teenage shit isn't good , it's just that I want it to be more than just that . Daya's turning 16 June 3 and jade Is someday during spring break idk yet . Sorry I haven't been posting but let's be honest you don't want a reason for me not writing you want chapter 11 so leggo !

Daya's POV - so it's spring break day two , everyone's , asleep , every morning I write in my inspiration journal aka diary . this morning I felt really blue so don't mind my sucky entry :

Where you were,

I did not see you.

So damn close to me,

but yet so far.

Quietly you waited,

upon my invitations;

but still, somehow,

I failed to note

of you, yearning

to be with me,

but finding

just

a void.

So sadly,

you retreated;

bowed, dejected.

Finally when I knew

of you, your devotion,

so foolishly I did feel,

like a simpleton.

For I had looked

so very hard for you,

up/down/everywhere.

but I just did not look

clear, in front of me,

where you were

. . . just there.

I know it seems weird but I think I'm falling for Diggy , he was always there . I didn't have to go through all my bad relationships to find him but I still did somehow . I didn't feel sad because of that , I feel sad because of my past and what I went through with my ex , Blake . Some things are better left unsaid .

Jade: "what are you doing up so damn early ?" She moaned in a tired raspy voice .

Nothin go back to sleep you nosy ass female *laughing controllably with a clear sense of unhappiness. *

Jade - * laughing , then shifting her head to my face which was tilted down , a tear suddenly drifted down my face . Baee was wrong ?!?

Me : it's Blake , the thought of him just crossed my mind when I woke up and I've been feeling gloomy ever since. At this point *sobbing*

Made - Blake ? * regaining memory she shakes her head in fear for me . No no no Daya don't waste your time thinking about that bastard . No , get a hold of your self , he's gon and out of your life . You have 32 years without the nigga .

Confused ? Blake's my ex from two years ago. we went on a date or two and one thing led to another . at first it was cool until he became controlling. my mom was at work that weekend when he came over . We were suppose to be studying , except he had other things in mind. I was on chapter 7 the development of Pompeii when he "accidentally spilled a cup of water on me " I was totally fine since it was my house and I could just go change you no . I went to the bathroom with a knew ys hurt and some yoga pants since it spilled on the bottom half of my shirt and top of my pants . I didn't lock the bathroom door , cause I didn't think I'd need to yah know ? He's my boyfriend but I thought he was incredibly nice . Plus he was my age so I didn't think much of it . I had finished putting on my new shirt and was beginning to remove my pants when it happened , he came silently but noticeably walked toward the bathroom and opened the door . Me thinking this was a cute boyfriend joke I closed the door laughing "haha stop Blake I'll be out in a second " I locked the door just so I wasn't interrupted but not because I thought I wasn't safe you know but I did want to have my best friend here , when Blake's left me and jade planned to have a sleepover movie night since I had the weekend . I texted her : hey jay you can start walking over , Blake's Ganna leave in a few . It was a 10-15 minute walk but I guess jade was already on her way . After texting jade I began sliding my pants down quickly . half way through the job the bastard picked the lock on the bathroom door . , when He didn't seem like he was in a joking type of moose I panicked . What the fuck Blake chill ? Those words set the match on fire . he began to force the door open , he was too strong , he forced his way in , years falling down by the thought of my inviting a pervert to my house , he grabbed me tightly and push me against the wall sobbing I grabs my curling iron the I left on from this. Morning and slapped his face with it i left it there until he flinched . he let his guard down and I fled outside quickly while holding my yoga pants. Me half naked wearing boyshorts outside in the code was hell. I put my yoga pants on . I saw jade from across and she saw me hurying to put my pants on she ran in fear . Jade ran tracked she was strong and fast as hell all I could see is her boobs jumping up in the air lmao , when I look back that's the single things that makes me smile . I told her what happened , assuming he left the house he was in my bedroom waiting for my return with just his t shirt on , jade sped walked faster then me to my room , I walked to the telephone to cal