I used to be loud and obnoxious and always spoke the truth
I spoke my mind even though nobody cared what I said
Now I'm quiet
I'm quiet because I'm tired of always getting ridiculed of what I said
I'm a always tired of always being the one to get hated on for saying what I really think
I used to be violent and I pretended I didn't care what I really think
I used to be violent because it was wall to block out that I'm weak
I used to act like I didn't care what people thought but I do
I used to act like I didn't have any feelings and like I didn't care about you
I used to act like I didn't have any feelings because it's a wall,it's a wall to block it all away so i can just bottle it away and keep its deep down so nobody will know
I used to act like I didn't care about you but I do I do because your my friends and all the people in my life leaves me I try to convince myself instead of you
I used to be loud I used to be loud so nobody could see my pain inside and nobody would pity me and know the truth
I used to be somebody else but this is me
