Outlier

Chapter 1

"Lost Life"

       Life for most teenagers is simple like girls have drama, fights, and cute boys in 8th grade. Boys have football teams, gangs, and nasty hoe ass girls. For me their complicated surgeries, MRI’s, X-rays and even more. My name is Curtis Dale and I am 13 teen years old suffering from a rare disease. I have been told by millions of doctors that my life span is until 14 which means I have less than a year to life. That why I try my hardest to fit in at school but I don't have many true friends due to the way I look. Many people laugh at me when they see me in the hallways. I only have 3 friends at school at that vile place their names a Seth, Abraham, and Jonathan.  There is this one girl Tabitha she’s not like the rest of the girls she’s not like all of the rest of the girls she’s nice pretty smart unlike those other girls. I like her a lot but why would she like me and am a scrawny brittle boy who can't even fight for a beautiful woman such as Tabitha.

        Life is lost and lonely for me that is why am currently seeing a physiatrist who makes me feel like a overpower man who can do anything. He is considered to be a close friend who will be accompanying me with my upcoming surgery in June. Dr.Mayfield is his name and he is the only person who believes I will survive from this surgery. This surgery is very risky for a child my age and my size. I have a 13% chance of living after this surgery. My parents are the scary people in this situation they are constantly asking me if I'm sure I want the surgery. “Of course I do I am a young man and I should decide what will make me feel better or not." the reason for this is I have always wanted to live a long life to enjoy for me and my parents. When I grow older I would like to be a newscaster. I love history but others seen to think it’s boring. I am a brainic which makes me a target of being bullied by ugly ass girls and dumb ass boys.

     Even though people are mean and cruel to me I am nice to them. This is a strategy I would use to be avoided but it doesn't seem to work. Maybe because of how I look, I look like a scrawny hunchback boy who constantly uses a wheel chair due to having scoliosis. Promiscuous girls such as "Abby" can't keep her legs closed worth a damn. Her ugly ass can't keep a boy for nothing she always sticks her ass out and I am surprised that she hasn't turned bi like her other friends.    

           I am glad that people don't know about my diasese or they would pick on me like Johnny who recently died of Brain Cancer (R.I.P Johnny). I think that is my worst fear is how I die< I would like to have a long life where no minute is used doing stupid stuff. Speaking of death my dangerous surgery is on July 26th. But in order for me to get this surgery I need to go to the doctor for pre-xamination for them to be better informed on my surgery. If my secret on my disease got out I will get tease all my life. People would even compare me to a disable person in a wheel chair who can’t talk which is clearly NOT FUNNY!! For me or the guy in the wheel chair.

       It is disappointing to see a population of the world to have autism or some other disease, and immature people constantly laugh at them. They don’t understand how difficult it is to get up out the bed, and go to school every day. But something in my mind tells me Curtis keep on moving and instantly I am motivated by myself to be happy, even on my worst day.