Jirah's
I've been here sitting on the porch just thinking of what might happen between me and Marge. I love her, no doubts about it but when I read her post can't help but think that this might be the best for both of us. Rye will be able to give her everything she needs as a girl and I know that from the very beginning Rye made her happy.
I can still remember how we ended up to be like this. It is all my fault. She's hanging out with new friends and had a new boyfriend but I suddenly came in, letting myself fit in again, if I stay contented of me being left behind and a second choice none of this would had happen.
@jirahmaelaneta: On this day forward...
I let the world know that I will let them be together and step out the picture, stay on the sidelines as her childhood friend and I think that would be the best for us.
Things will change from now on.
Lot of replies coming from friends and family one of them stands out, marge.
@margeTejada: Just don't
She knows me well.
I gathered all the confidence I need to talk to her and called her.
Calling Baby...
I never change her name on my phone. She will and always will be my baby.
I know...
I cut her off by saying
You know how much I love you Marge but I think we need or should I say I need to set you free.
Jirah...
Shh. Listen, I gathered all my strength to call and tell you this. I let a small giggle just to lighten up the mood but I know that didn't work. Marge I thought everything through before I called you. This should have not happen if I just let go of you and not mess up on you having new friends, if I not bothered you asking why you left me behind, letting myself fit in your life and this won't happen to us if I just let you change yourself. If only accepted that I am just part of your Childhood and that I am part of your past.
Are you really letting me go? Sobs on the other line was so visible. I was just letting him have me for 3 more months before he go on med school jih.
I know for myself that she loves us both, before, I can say she loved me more than him but now I know she loves him more than me. The fact that he lets him have her for three months even if she knew that this is our chance, she still let him have her.
It may sound so martyr but she's still my best friend and I know if she loves someone.
You have your chance I am not getting that away from you. I did tell you many times that I want Rye to be happy and of course more than anyone else, I want you to be happy and I know for myself that is with Rye.
How would you know if you are not the one I love?! You can't dictate who I would love Jih.
Never in my whole life will I dictate you. You are still my best friend and I know when you truly love someone.
Then you should have known that I am so damn in love with you!
Then a loud sobs followed.
I ended the call and run to their house. Bea was asking me what's happening but I ignored her and run to Marge.
It broke my heart seeing her broke down and cry like a baby.
I grab her and pull her on a hug.
BINABASA MO ANG
Destiny's Game (JhoBea & MaRah)
FanficLife is full of game. You may choose to play and lose Or play till you win. Full of tricks. Full of tack ticks. Full of mystery. This is how our life goes. --- Second book. :) This is different approach po. Medj may twist. Maiba naman. :) medj malay...