This one is a long one
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"You'll meet him someday!"
"Keep trying! Dreams come true!" They say.
They don't get it.
Sure, maybe I'll get to snap a quick picture with u someday and get a glimpse of ur face then get shoved out by security. Don't get me wrong, that would mean they world to me, but I'll never actually meet u. Never hang out with u. Tell u how much I love u. How u inspired me. How U saved me. Never learn about what u do before bed, or ur bad habits, or ur favorite foods. Never hear u say my name. You'll never know me either.
To u, I'm just another fan girl, screaming ur name and crying as u look out into the audience.
I'll never be ur friend. I'll never actually meet u. My true dream with never come true.
I will always just be another fan.
AND THATS WHAT KILLS ME.
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Wow. Ok. That took long to write. I really hope someone reads this and I'm not just writing to myself...ly💖
