The Pirates Prince (ManxMan|Pirates)

Chapter Seventeen

His back hit against the wooden pillar, trapped within Abel's intense gaze Silas is left prisoned to the pirate. Silas prefer to speak the truth than lie to his dear friend. His fear gets the best of him preventing the truth to be revealed. He made a promise years ago, is Silas willing to break that promise?

"Answer me" Abel demands. Questions filled his mind left unanswered. The pirate always question Silas motive towards him. So caught up with Silva he hadn't took the time to think about it until now. His mind filled with Silas, the young pirate groans in his sleep. Dreaming ways to f*ck the knight.

Silas whimpered feeling Abel's breath brush against his sensitive skin. Tempted to submit then and there Silas fought against the temptation. His mind scream yes but his voice is left silent.

"Why must you keep silent? Is it me who's preventing you to voice your emotions" said Abel. His voice softens as he look at Silas.

"Of course" Silas replies. Silas cringe seeing his gaze fill with guilt. This isn't what Silas wanted, he want Abel to feel responsible for his pain. It is he who chose to love the priate.

"I am afraid my heart will do some harm." Silas admits. Stepping away from the knight, Abel lean against the wooden fencing along the ship. Abel wanted to understand Silas, he felt the need to know his emotions.

"Why? I want to understand." Abel replies. Abel wanted to know the truth.

"Why do you want to know? Why now Abel? Why not years ago?" He said. Silas refuse to believe the conclusion in his mind is true. Abel dealing with a broken heart, his mind playing tricks on him and afraid of the unknown.

"I-I don't understand. Help me understand." Abel replies. Emotions boiled within, from anger to sadness. Years of emotions Silas force to contain finally shedding light to the world.

"I love you! Your heart belongs to another. I loved you for years ever since we were boys, I knew then you loved Silva. Many opportunities came my way to confess and yet I chose no to. I chose to suffer watching you from the distance. I ignore my crying heart for you to be happy." Silas cried. Tears roll down his cheek, no matter how many times he wipes it away it continues to flow. Silas felt humiliated crying in front of Abel, this isn't outcome Silas wanted.

Abel stare at his friend in shock. The revelation dawned to him, Silas loves him. How could he not notice it sooner, his heart pained seeing Silas cry. Abel try to step to close to his friend which only cause the knight to flinch away from his touch. Silas flinch like he touch a hot copper pan.

"Are you satisfied Abel? Does my confession disgust you!" said Silas. The tone in his voice filled with such aggression and saddness. Neither did Silas recognised his self in a state like this.

"I am sorry" he said. Silas sighed, he doesn't want Abel to apologise. Its wasn't his fault to begin with.

"Its not your fault Abel, it is mine. I cursed the day I laid I met you, loving you upon first sight. I was merely I young lad following my uncles footsteps. Now I am nothing but a coward" Silas said. Abel didn't know what to do or what to say.

The young knight cried unable to contain his tears. He trained to be emotionless putting life at risk for the royals and yet he's a fool crying over love he'll never grasp. With that Silas dash to the cabin ignoring Abel.