Coffee Brings Us Together (ON HOLD)

Author's Note

Hello my beautiful kittens! I just felt like I should talk about the story a little and what Alec's going through.

Now I don't want to give away the whole storyline but to sum it up Alec is depressed. His inner thoughts are like his bully. Well they are his bully. I thought that writing Alec this way would be easier to relate to because it's not always happy-go-shit-rainbows. Alec wasn't always depressed. His depression started after he met Sebastian.

I will go into their story only because I don't think making a chapter about it would necessary only because I won't make it that important. You don't have to read their story if you don't want to but you can. (This is going to be one of the longest A.N. I'll ever write) I'm not going to go into full detail in the beginning but later on in the flashback it will get better just say with me

4 years ago...

Alec and Sebastian were trying out for the soccer team together in the 7th grade and instantly became friends. Sebastian knew Alec was good so he figured the only way he would make the team was to make Alec think he wasn't good enough. And that's exactly what he did. He made Alec think he couldn't live without him and made his life toxic because of him. So either way, Alec was lost. He then became depressed. He eventually started to harm himself in the 8th grade. His mother found out and sent him to a therapist. Now he's depressed and thinks he's crazy. The voices don't help either. So now he's depressed, thinks he's insane, has voices in his head, and a toxic best friend that he can't get rid of and he's only 14. That summer before the boys went off to high school Alec was starting to get better so Maryse let him go to summer camp with Sebastian. He had his first kiss there, Sebastian asked him out there, Alec almost gave Sebastian what he wanted, sex. Freshmen year everything got worse. Sebastian now had Alec so his words, his actions, made an even bigger impact on Alec because not only was he hearing those cruel things from his best friend by he was hearing them from his boyfriend. Alec started to harm himself again and was sent away to the same mental hospital for most of the year. That was when he was his lowest. Sophomore year Alec was in love, completely and utterly in love. And so was Sebastian or so he thought. Sebastian told Alec he loved him but he knew that by doing that, he could finally get what he wanted sex, and to completely destroy Alec. He knew that when Alec had sex with him all he would have to do is tell him the truth, that he was using him, then Alec would break down. He would lose all control. He would be terminado. But Alec wouldn't do it. So, he cheated on him with Derek. He never would have thought Derek would steal his heart. But he is truly in love with that boy. And Alec is truly a mess. All he ever wanted.

So that was there brief history. I know I said it would go into better detail but I couldn't continue without feeling like crying. But in all honesty don't be like Sebastian he's a total dick. And I'm case you didn't know, Alec's 'voices' were just the cruel thoughts Sebastian programmed into Alec's head so that he would always doubt himself and never feel good enough. I won't keep Alec like this forever don't worry. But this story has a lot to do with finding out who you are and how to love yourself and things along those lines. When I first got the idea to make Alec depressed I thought back to my own depression and how a lot of people can relate to depression and I wanted you to see that even though they are fictional they're still 'human' they still deal with things just like you and me. I just want to make this story more realistic and enjoyable. I hope you all continue to read my story please vote and comment. Share and follow MalecLovely read some of her stories they are truly amazing! And I think that's all I wanted to say so until next time my glittery kittens😘