XXX: you might think that I'm a coward for saying this through texts, and you are absolutely right. I have guts, but they're not enough for me to call you or meet you to tell you this.
I've been thinking about this a lot. Since the time we started "dating". I was really thinking hard about whether or not I actually have feelings for you anymore.
And that was when I realised that you were just a crush. You gave me attention, and I loved that. I'm an asshole, I know, but I couldn't come to that conclusion till that night we slept together. I realised I wasn't ready. I lost the only thing I could keep till whenever I wanted, to someone I didn't love fully. I'm so sorry. I really don't mean hurting you. I'm confessing now because.. If I would've waited any longer...this could hurt you more. So, the sooner, the better. And here I am.
I'm so thankful for all the feelings you have for me...but now it is just one sided.
