My story

Forth,Fifth and Sixth grade

So.... Fourth and Fifth grade I was bullied but I kept it in.  I Didn't think much of it, but Sixth grade Fucked my whole life up.

I became friends with this girl, Raina She was really sweet. Well, I thought wrong.

She soon became "emo" well she told me that in order to be her friend I would have to starve myself.

Well, I did I also started to purge :( 

She taught me to hate my weight....and myself. Then she told me that this boy Edward loved me and wanted me to text him. Well, I did we talked about 5 maybe 6 months and his brother Alex was Raina's boyfriend.

Edward and I started dating. Well he never wanted to meet up I said either we meet up or breaking up....Three days later Raina called me in tears....."What did you do!!!!! You Bitch you killed him!!!! He committed suicide because of you!!!!!! What the fuck!!!" 

I was convinced that I killed him....She told everyone at school that I killed him.

I was pushed down the stairs, almost stabbed every day and almost jumped. Once everything calmed down a boy came to the school. Every day he would come up to me saying "Hey pretty girl" he made me feel so damn special.

Well, Raina saw that he made me happy and all I wanted was to protect him so I acted like I hated him. Raina backed off of her plan to hurt him...I hated myself so much that I started to cut every day. My best friend stayed by my side the whole time. I tried to commit suicide several times. I stopped going to school. I looked Edward and Alex up and found out that they were fake that Raina catfished me I felt so damn stupid.