Panic attacks
A rushed feeling
Not walking on my own but pushed and pulled to the front
Can't breath
Hyperventilating
I slowly collapse
Then the crowd surrounds me
Out for ten seconds
Waking up seeing the crowd watch me
Embrassed as they laugh
And whisper amongst peers
It was so peaceful those ten seconds
Now I just want to drown
Meet God here
I slowly stand up
Then trip and fall
They all laugh no dares to help
No one at all
I think where are my friends?
But I don't have any
Not anymore
What happened?
the paramedics ask
" It's nothing, really, I just passed out from the crowd"
"Agoraphobia, it's my fear"
'Doesn't she want to be famous? They whispered into each other's ears '
Yes, I do and I will conquer that dream
I'll be on stage and you all will be in the nose bleeds.
I staggered away cursing my revenge
Agoraphobia you caught me again.
