Musics Journals, and More Shish

if I could tell her

The her I'm referring to already knows and plus she doesn't even have a wattpad so,,,,

I don't know,,,,
My mom doesn't want me to like who I do because it might ruin our friendship but just

Its almost like she wants me to be straight. Like she wants her, who I like, to be like Josh teer.

I can't.
I just
I feel sick I feel horrid and I made her feel upset by telling her that and just

Fuck

I should sleep before it's 5 am and boom I have 45 minutes to get a full nights sleep in.

(Also, though she already knows how I feel and she, to my knowledge, feels similarly,,,, this song,,, I'm more using it for the line "if I could tell her how she's everything to me"
Also the smile thing at the beginning,,, that just,,,,,,,,
She's so good, you guys...
I just,,,, I'm so upset,, with my own mother,,,,
I want to cry, but it's too late for that shit,,,,

Goodnight, dudes,,,,,
Stay safe.

I'm here if you ever need me. Just message,,,,,,, I'm a safe person to talk to. Just let me know if you need help and I'll help to the best of my abilities.)