Crush

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Love is a lot of things. happiness+sad moments+disappointment+adrenaline rush+countless chances.

It's a difficult commitment to some. Trust issues, self-doubt, communication skills.

Love is a science. a lot of trust mixed with attention is usually good, but mix in negativity and distrust from the other side and it's a terrible chemical reaction.

Love could be the center of your life until it's ripped from underneath your feet. Once you're without it for even a second, you feel useless.

Is love too much to ask of someone?

Would it be wrong, or selfish even, to be in desperate need of a little bit of love..

I'm not talking friend kind of love. The love that sparks happiness in you automatically.

You could find yourself smiling for no reason in the world. But it's because they put the smile there. It's not any of our faults that we suddenly feel interest in someone.

But the embarrassment of getting called out when all your intentions were that you were only acting on your feelings before it's too late.

'I'm sorry, I don't feel the same way.'

Dating is to see if you're compatible with someone in terms of your future.

Is it so wrong that I happen to choose you to be in my future?

Just because you don't feel the same, doesn't mean you can't have a sudden change of heart after seeing how much I have to offer in a relationship.

If you're so sorry you don't feel the same way, Then I'm sorry I felt that way towards you in the first place.

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first part in moving on, crushing on other guys. I'm actually quite happy because my ex is actually being friends with me. He's got an awesome new girlfriend and things are a lot better now. I just got a little mad because of a crush I had on someone at my school :|

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