skater & I

Chapter 7

I woke up and smiled , it true . If you smile for the first time in the morning , you feel more happy and your day will be better. I'm tired still but I know I will miss my bus if I sleep in even more. I jump out of bed , yes jump because im in a happy mood and go to my mirror.

God I look horrible. Bed head , bags under my eyes , chapped lips and smudged eyeliner . I go to the bath room and wash my face to take my eyeliner off and to make me feel more fresh which it does and brush my teeth cause there starting to going yellow which is defo not good at my age. I skip back to my room as I'm really energetic ( which is really unusual as I'm so lazy) and grab some old jeans that were on floor , size 12 and I have to force my legs in to them. Jumping up and down in them trying to get them on and then breathing in to button them up. They make my legs look skinner but some times it feel like there just going to rip and split all the way down my legs , leaving my jeans in to two pieces of material. I put a white floral top on which I don't really like because it figure hugging but it's the only top that go's well with my favourite jacket. Putting my white converse on , I grab my bag and phone . Run down stairs and grab my lunch , kiss mum on the check and opoen the door. Take a look at myself in my phone.

I forgot to do my hair and face. I drop my things at the door and run back upstairs . Grab my brush and just brush my hair , wiping it around so it looks messy but in a style way . Put this thing under my eyes to get rid of the bag which works really well, apply a quick stroke of mascara and place a cover of "baby lips" by maybelline on my lips giving a shimmer and also to stop my lips from chapping, place that in my pocket cause I know I will need it later and run back down stairs. Grab my bag again , the door was still open because I forgot to shut it and walked out like nothing just happened and closed it behind me , all carm .

I didt notice how fast my heart was going , that's probley the fastest IV ever walked/ran around the house aha. I walk to the bus stop and I see Lisa , wow what the hell happened to her. She was wearing a thick eyeliner with a flick on the tip , bright red lipstick that stud out from miles away , her hair was back combed and she was wearing shorts with red heels and a short white crop top and on the top of that she had her belly button pierced.

She was know looking at me with a massive grin across her face. While my mouth was wide open , most Likely catching flys. I shut my mouth and walk over to her slowly , taking in every detail of jane , seeing how much has changed and if there is anything the same. "You look different today, not shore I like it"

Why did you just say that?

"Thanks , I will take it as a compliment Taylor"

Oops maybe I shouldn't of said that " Lisa , what the hell did you do?"

Stop talking like that it's mean but you have got a point

She put her hand over her heart and said " ow that hurt and I thought I needed a change "

A change? I bet this is something to do with fin.

" does this change have a fin involved in it?" I ask

She gave me a dirty look but it was gone as quick as it came and she smiled , hmmm someone's in a bad mood , the change.

The bus comes and we get on , sitting in are normal places . I started thinking about Blake , we're was he , he wasent on the bus . I started to get worried but I don't know why . Lisa started babbling on about how amazing fin is and how strong he was , which made me think are we still going shopping tomorrow for her date , I ask "Lisa are we still going shopping for you date with fin "

"Ooh yey we are but not for the date " I give her a weird look " and before you ask why, it's because we know each other know and instead he's planning a party on Friday , were both invited . I was going to tell you at school but yey"

I never been to a party , well not a proper party with alcohol and cigs and dancing. The last party I went to was when if was 6 years old and it was at the 'play pen' with some of my younger mates. I'm not shore I like the fact of going one to a older party , more grown up party.

" well Taylor , are you coming . You can't let me go on my own "

" erm I'm not shore Lisa "

" ooh come on , it will be fun and there will be lots of boys , we can finely get you with someone unless you have a eye on Blake" the sound of his name made me blush. "Because IV herald a lot of girls want him"

" ok then but you must promise not too leave me "

She placed her little pinky out and we did the pinky promise , making both of us smile.

" so tomorrow we will go shopping to get some dresses , yey " I nod and just stare out the window until we get to school

We got of the bus and walked to form , Blake must not be coming to school today . Bell rings and we all settle down in are seats for another one of mr.whites dreadful talks.

Bell go's for first lesson , English language

I go to my lockers before class to get my books. I shut my locker and turn around to find Lisa being push against some lockers by fin.not in a bad way in a sexual way. He had his hands all over her , I felt sick . God get a room , your in school . I turn around to find Niall next to me.

"Shit, you scared me then "

He now had both his hands on the locker with my head in between both of them , I couldn't get out unless he moved.

He laughed " your so cute when you swear"

I blush , did he just call me cute?

I had never really noticed before but Niall has really blue eyes , ones that you could stare in for hours, he had really good hair aswell and cheek bones .I couldn't stop smelling , I probley looked weird because he has the best deodorant I had ever smelt on a lad . We'll I'm never around lads to smell them so... He's cute and smells amazing but the hell is he doing

"What are you doing Niall ?"

He smiles , did I mention he has pearl white teeth that are near to perfection

"You going to fins party?"

I nod and gulp , I must look like a cherry now

"Good , so I will see you there then" he finely moved his hands making me feel a bit more comfortable

I walk off and say maybe and smile in my mind . Does he like me ?

Of course he doesn't like you !

We'll why did he do that?

Maybe he wants to use you !

I stop tacking my minds advice and just listen to my heart .

I didt realise what time it was and started to run to class. I went down the corridor trying to not look weird until I bump in to something and I'm on the floor , yet again.

I put my hand over my head , ow that hurt . I look up, it's Blake . His hand is out and I take it . I'm about to say thanks until I look at him

He looks tired and stressed . He has bags under his eyes , his lip is bit and his hair is a mess. He puts his hands though his hair to take it away from is face . Is finger nails were all bitten and he his knuckles we're bleeding usd he had lots of small cuts on his hand . Old and new.

I shouldn't really get involved but my heart was telling me too.

"Are you ok blake?"

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