1: overthinking

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When a girl loves sincerely, the boy cheats her.
When a boy loves sincerely , the girl cheats him .
When they both love sincerely , life cheats them ...

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Like the titanic, the world seemed to his eyes big and full of trifle people with empty minds and   unnecessary existence, everyone is next to him , but he felt alone.
The voices were telling him bad things , sending him bad feelings . he was sitting next to her , grapping her  cold hands into his',and watching his other half burning in silence ...
... The beats of her tired heart , clocked loudly in that magic board, he was no longer responsible.
-" will she open her eyes ?
Will her wings fly again ? Will she survive after this fever ? Will these crises continue ? Will life give her a chance to stay a part of it ?
Damn to this selfish Aoronary Artery Disease , damn to scary hospital, damn to tgese doctors with no mercy , damn to expensive  operations and money and poverty and everything ...!
What would he ever do without that smile on her shinning face ! And after her living  , tender beauty will be gone , who will ever keep him alive , how can he feel the happiness when she ain't by his side , helping him overcoming the difficulties of life , taking  his hand  and encouraging him  to stay strong and positive!
He was looking at her steadily, with large grave eyes .
he was    repeating the same tone of questions , leaning forward , his eyes were two darknesses with needle- point of light .he couldn't stop thinking about her , remembering every moment they shared together and every memory they kept of each other.
And like every doubtful day , that dreaded sadness lifted her pants before she enters to the mysterious sea of his broken heart , he dived into those killing ideas  again .
from a while to while, he looked at the bottom , searching the missing pieces of his soul , but there was no use trying.
Doctors say   she needs a new heart , and a new heart needs millions of  dollars , but he was too poor to afford that amount.
What would he do ?
His eyes  , always fixed on her yellowish face , sunken eyes , he lost consciousness. He was always thinking...

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