It's probably too soon to write something like this already but whatever.
Am I a terrible person?
I'm constantly terrified that I am doing everything wrong, messing everything up, and something that recently happened has made me feel even more like I'm a dud.
I was at a friend's party, a sleepover. Let's call the friend Chloe.
I don't understand why she even invited me. She was being so rude, dismissing everything I said. She wanted to watch a horror movie and me and another girl, let's call her Mary, didn't want to watch one cuz we'd get scared.
All Chloe said was that she was the "birthday girl" so we didn't have a choice.
When we tried to compromise Chloe was like "excuse me are you the birthday girl? Is this your party?"
I just don't understand. She was so nice to me.
Also, I used to have a crush on her. Up until the party actually.
I'm probably just overreacting and stuff, but it really hurt my feelings.
~ev
