hotel books

day 1..continued.

"I called him. "Caleb, what the hell? Who did you give my number to? And did you give them my address?" He just laughed lightly into the phone. "So what? Maybe i did." "Why?" "You won't leave me alone!! And i didn't like you like that...you kissed me. Youre disgusting!!" I felt my everything start to ache. "Uh-oh better move fast fag. They're coming for you." I hung up as my heart dropped. Quickly i threw my shit into a bag, some clothes, toothbrush, deodorant, phone and charger, all my money in my wallet and my spare money under my bed. I zipped the duffle bag as my phone lit up. "Lock your doors bitch. We're almost there."I threw myself out of my house and grabbed my car keys. I chucked my stuff into the passenger side, and fumbled to start the car. I pulled away as fast as possible. As i was about a mile down my street, i saw them pull up to my house. I pulled over, but stayed in the car. They threw gasoline through the windows they broke with their fists. I felt myself start to cry. 2 out of the 5 guys that came pulled out lighters. They threw in the lighters. My living started first, spreading so fast, in nearly two minutes, my whole house was burning to the ground. I was sobbing. They got in their cars and drove in the opposite direction of which i was. I saw they were gone and i ran to my house. I kneeled on the front lawn, sobbing and screaming. I threw my phone towards the house. I didnt want another message. Or call. Or anything. I cried some more. My neighbor came over from across the street. She sat next to me, letting me cry into her chest, holding my head. I was hysterical. She said "calm down, darling. I'll call the fire department. Im so sorry sweets." I pulled myself off the ground and gained little composure. "You didnt see me, i am inside that house, okay!? Please. You never saw me. No one else saw us right!?" I shouted. "No, darling." She was so calm and composed. "Go. I understand. I saw them. Go. They will be here soon." She stood up calmy while patting down her lovely dress and apron. She gave me a hug, and some sketch paper and 3 pencils. I thanked her sincerely. Everything i ever made, i ever loved was either burned to a char or still in flames. I decided once i got somewhere, anywhere, i would draw her, patting down her dress. I ran a mile back to my car, waved at the lovely lady from my window and drove. I drove as far as i could go without getting tired or hungry, which led me to a little motel. I stayed there for a bit, but then decided to stay the night. Or for as long as i wanted too. It wasn't too much."
Wow. Who would do that to a person? Whether they are gay, straight, demi, ace, or whatever, YOU DONT BURN THEIR FUCKING HOUSE DOWN. I can't believe those people. Let alone, Caleb. What the hell? Its not okay to leak people's numbers or addresses. Ugh i wish i was with Eli. I would've been there for him. And gave him all the hugs in the world!! He deserves millions upon millions of hugs!!! He should know that.
"I will write only 1 book, so if you have found this book, you may be special, or the chosen one, or just with a lot of free time on your hands. But i think you may be special, because you have decided to continue reading about my depressing story. That makes you more special than all the people in my life. So thank you stranger."
Youre welcome, stranger.
"Maybe you should find me...maybe I'll leave clues so maybe we could be friends..or maybe something more. :)"
Something more.