Get to know me...

Chapter 2

leaving your past behind you is not easy ya know? in most cases it's not even possible, too compliceted,but I shouldn't keep you waiting ...so let's continue with our "magnificent" story , shall we?

So as I said my best friend was one of the people I helped , but it was a different  kind of help, not with  school, not with H.W but with her self-esteem and self-confidence that was never much.

She was the shy girl in the class, who doesn't speak or play with anyone but me and I felt sorry for her,  in fact I felt very sorry for her because she really wanted to make some more friends and couldn't unfortunately.  so let's just say I took care of all these self-worth issues of her's and ... umm...how do I say it? oh yes!

I turned her into a queen!

Don't get me worng I'm happy I did it, you don't lose from good deeds and I truly believe that no matter what happened, someone had bigger and better plans for me, and you know...I'm grateful for that, cus' that's what made me who I am today.

Under that note let's continue...again.

So she became a queen, just like I was, and in the beginning  that was great, my bestie finely opens up and make more and more friends. I was happy for her with all of my heart. I truly was.

But it wasn't that way for so long, very quicly the new power rose to her head and she began to forget me as her best friend or as a friend at all, and went along with all the jerks in my class.

At first I thought ' it's nothing, she is your best friend forever remember? she told you that...' but deep down I knew that it was not the same.

She started to move away from me, knowing I was alone.

Emptiness filled me, I didn't know what to think.

And yet, I decided to stick with only one single thought  which was : 'you know her for 5 freaking years, you grew up together, trust her! she would never ever hurt you"

I was completly and terribly worng you guys, terribly damn worng...

Thank you all for reading this, I appreciate it, a lot!

please share your thoughts. 

see you soon...