A stupid bet

18

I felt a hand on my shoulder, I looked up to see Jungkook alone...

I didn't say anything.. nor did he..
It was silent until I spoke.."why're you here?" My voice was calm..

He let out a little sigh "I just want to see you.." I didn't say anything back..

"I really just want to know why you want to leave so badly.." still silent.. I didn't say a single word..

"Can you at least nod or shake your head? Do you hate me that much, is it to the point that you want to leave?" I let out a single sigh..

"Honestly I don't know what to say.. my mind says for me to hate the living crap out of you... but my heart says otherwise.." I let my hair fall loosely down my shoulders..

He lifted his hand up to push my loose hair back.. I didn't move. I just let him do so..

"Then why're you leaving?"

"As if it wasn't obvious already.. I'm not happy here.." I lifted up my head, looking at the busy road..

Cars pulling up, people walking.. that was all I looked at.. I tried my hardest to avoid eye contact with him..

He gently pulled my face, forcing me to look at him.. I stared into his brown eyes..

"Are you leaving because of me?" He held my face close to his. His grip was tight.

I didn't answer.. I just looked down..
"Please answer me.." I stayed silent..

I could hear the sadness in his voice, hearing his voice was causing me to tear up..

I shook my head.. I didn't want to answer his questions.. "please stop asking me these useless questions..." my voice cracked as I spoke.. my tears were choking me up.. it was getting harder and harder for me to speak..

At this point my tears were already flowing. I was already coughing from all the tears.. I couldn't hold them back..

I didn't hate him.. I just wanted myself to think I hated him.. I just couldn't handle seeing them together.. My anger would always take over..

Jungkook's hand came rushing up to my face. Wiping away the tears smeared all over my face..

My cheeks were stained red from all the rough wiping. I stared into his brown eyes as he continued to clean my face.

"Why're you doing this to me?.." his voice cracked. I hadn't even noticed he was tearing up as well.. I averted my eyes away from his..

"I don't know why I'm doing this either.." I mumbled the last bit of my sentence..

He held my hands close to his, his hands intertwined with mine.

His actions shocked me.. I looked at him with wide eyes. I couldn't even speak properly.

"J-Jungkook.. w-what're you doing?.." I stuttered, not knowing what to do or say..

He gave me a small soft smile, "reconnecting with you again.. I thought this was what you always wanted? To be close again?" I didn't know what to say next..

Should I return the smile? Or should I push him away?

Thoughts rushing to my head..

I should at least give him some positive memory's before I leave..

I returned the smile.. his smile widened as his hands tightened against mines.

Yet again his actions shocked me.

He had pulled me into a tight embrace, almost pushing the air out of me.

I gave in on giving him a hug back, I snuggled my face into the crook of his neck, as he did the same. Except you know.. he's gotta bend down hella low cause I'm short..