A stupid bet

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7:00AM

I woke up early today, So Hee promised to take to me see Hyosung's grave, so I was a little happy.

Before leaving for the graveyard, I changed my clothes and drove to Jiyoon's friends house to drop her off home.

"Jungkook-Ah, why aren't you staying home today?" I stopped in front of the door, thinking to myself..

Should I tell her?

"Please.. Jungkook if it has something to do with Hyosung I'll be okay listening.. I just don't want you to lie to me.." my head slowly dropped..

She took ahold of my hand, "we said we wouldn't lie to each other.." I didn't even have to turn around to see that she was tearing up.

"You said you loved me, Jungkook.." I sighed.. "I do.." I finally spoke.

"But this is important.. I can't just throw this opportunity away.." she stayed silent..

"Opportunity?" She asked..

I cleared my throat.. "this is the only time I can say goodbye to her.." I slowly turned around..

"I won't leave you.. don't worry.." I kissed her forehead. "I'll be home to greet Haneul later."

I walked away towards my car..

>>Skip>>

I drove back to So Hee's House.

I rang the doorbell, meeting eyes with Jimin..

He was well dressed this morning.. "I see she told you.." I looked up hesitantly..

"I feel like shit... for not knowing my own best friends death.." I sighed..

Jimin grabbed my by the shoulders, looking me deep in the eyes.. "Jungkook, it's okay.. you didn't need to find out such a tragedy on your honeymoon.."

He pulled me inside..

I saw the others coming down the stairs dressed up as well.. guess they're all coming as well..

"Let's go." Namjoon spoke..

>>Skip>>

We finally arrived at the graveyard..

I looked around, and followed after the group..

They slowly lead me towards her grave.. I felt tears streaming out of my eyes and onto my soft cheeks..

They chose such a beautiful picture of her.. I bent down and placed my hand on top of the stone.

I began to let out my sad cries..

Hands patting my back, telling me things that obviously weren't true..

"It's okay" they said..

"I'm sorry I wasn't here for you!" I cried out, "I'm sorry I was such a bad person to you!"

"I'm sorry I wasn't even here for your burial.." I hit my chest, trying to stop the pain in my heart increasing..

"I'm sorry I was so selfish.." I leaned my head down onto the cold stone..

The was a cold breeze, the cold air brushing against my skin, moving the small tears across my face.

I spoke again, "why did you love me? Even after I treated you like crap, why did you continue to love me?" I could hear small sniffles behind me..

"Sorry if I'm making you guys emotional.." I spoke, only to earn a few chuckles.

I pulled out a small box..