It's Complicated (Stan and Kyle)

Glass of Water

--Kyle's POV--

I couldn't believe Stan just asked me that. Maybe he's gay and he wants to see if I will accept him if he is. Or maybe even better he likes me too. I seen his face just go tomato red."Well I don't mind them. They're just normal people to me. I guess it's a good time to tell you s-something too. I was going to tell you a-awhile ago, but I'm g-g-gay." I stuttered and had a huge gulp at the end.

"Oh. Well I'm glad you aren't going to hate me, but I wanted to tell you that I think I'm gay. I don't know if I am or not. That's kinda why I broke up with Wendy. I didn't really know what to do, and, and.." Stan said really fast hoping that I wouldn't understand him. His face was still pure red.

"Okay calm down a bit Stan it's okay to be gay, it's just how you are. And you could be bisexual and like one gender more than the other but still like both." I told him. I felt my heart just beating so much faster. I stared right into his bright blue eyes. He looked so adorable when he was nervous.

"Yeah I guess." He said in an unsure way. "How did you find out you were gay?" His face was almost back to normal again. But I think he's about to find out I like him soon. I felt butterflies in my stomach.

"U-um I kinda liked a guy for awhile. I've just been too scared to tell him because I don't think he's gay. Also I've only told Kenny, Butters, and you." I told him. I felt my heart racing. I felt my face getting a little warm. I could feel that I was blushing and I was hoping that he wouldn't see.

--Stan's POV--

Well I guess that's kind of a relief that he will support me. But I didn't think he was going to like someone. I was just starting to actually like him a lot with his cute little round green eyes. I mean I could still like him even though he doesn't like me. I just can't tell him. I think he's blushing. He must really like this guy. "When did you start having feelings for him?" I was trying to show sympathy for him even though I felt dead inside.

"U-uh 4th grade." He said holding the back of his neck, nervously, and looking down.

"There's no need to feel bad about liking him so long and not telling him. I think it's okay, it's just you we're nervous you would get rejected. That's actually pretty cute that you liked him for that long." I told him. Kyle started shivering. He looked cold but he was blushing really bad. I took off my jacket and wrapped it around him. He smiled, "Thanks. So how did you figure out you liked dudes?" He started shivering again. I didn't know if it was from nervousness or coldness still.

"Well we're being totally honest right?" I asked him. I wanted to tell him so bad I hope it works out. But he likes someone else. I felt my hopes getting up on a cliff and jumping off. It's over.

--Kyle's POV--

He asked that and all of the answers he could possible say are going through my head. He's going to tell me who he likes I think. "Yeah of course dude. But if your saying who you like we should tell each other at the same time." I suggested.

"Yeah I was, you got paper?" He asked. He actually said it normally. He rubbed the back of his neck nervously. I seen a single drip of sweat come from his head.

"Yep here." I said, handing him the paper and a pen, "Okay you write the name and I write mine on three we show it to each other." I was getting nervous. This was it I'm going to tell him.

"Sounds like a plan." He said while writing it down. I started writing 'You' with a small heart by the 'u' you. I got a little excited and nervous at the same time. I didn't know what to feel.

"Done?" I asked.
"Yep." Stan said.
"Okay."
"One."
"Two."
"Three." We both said at the same time flipping the papers over. I read over the letters 'I Don't Know Yet'. My heart sank I couldn't believe he just did that. I seriously told him I liked him and he just says he doesn't know.

I was so mad. My face was really red from the blushing and the anger. I felt a tear roll down my face. I threw my paper down and went straight to the bathroom and locked the door behind me.

--Stan's POV--

When Kyle turned over that paper saying 'You' I felt my heart race. I didn't think it was actually me. He probably only went to the bathroom because he was mad I didn't write the name down. But I didn't want him to know I liked him. Seeing that tear fall down his face made my heart stop beating. My heart dropped. I felt terrible.

I walked over to the bathroom door and placed my ear on it to see if I could hear what he was doing. I heard a quiet cry coming from him. I felt so bad. I knocked on the door 3 times. I felt a tear fall down my face I wiped it off.

"Hey I'm sorry I didn't write it down I didn't want you to know. Dude please can I talk to you? We can work this out." I said through the door.

"I just want to be left alone." Kyle said through the door. I heard him crying louder.

"Seriously Kyle. I need to see you. I need to tell you something really important." I said. I was just hoping he would just let me speak. I seriously hurt this kid so bad. I heard the door unlock. I walked in and shut it behind me.

"I'm sorry." Kyle said, with a couple tears falling down his bright red cheeks. His hat was off and on the floor. His hands were in his hair as his knees were up and his face was down. He was trying to not look at me.

"What are you sorry for?" I asked. I need to calm him down a bit before I tell him, so he knows I really do mean it.

"For making this more complicated then it should be and not telling you any sooner. I just didn't want to lose you." Kyle said, with his face getting even more red. He started crying again with no noise coming from him.

"I'll be right back." I said. While going out the bathroom and shutting it behind me. I went downstairs and grabbed a glass of water. I ran back up the stairs and went into the bathroom and shut the door again. I sat next to him against the wall.

"Here, you need to calm down a bit." I said, handing him the glass of water. I wiped away the tears from his soft face. While he started to drink some of the water. His face started to turn his normal color. He set the water down and put his hat back on. He picked it back up and took another sip.

"You better?" I asked. He nodded his head while taking a sip of the water. His eyes were puffy from him crying. His green eyes were so beautiful though. He even looked a little more on the pale side now.

"I care about you Kyle. Like I mean a lot. You're my super best friend. And have been that for a long time now. And I think I like you too. I just didn't want to tell you because I didn't think you'd like me back." I told him, while I was hugging legs and putting my head on my knees. I was basically in a fetal position, and I was even about to cry. I even felt a tear run down my face.

Kyle put the water down and scooted over closer to me and leaned his head on my arm. I lifted my head and leaned it on Kyle. He seen that I started crying and wiped it off, and I wrapped my arm around his back. We stayed like that for a couple minutes and I decided to get up. And so did Kyle and he picked up his drink. I hugged him and he hugged back.

"Boy's dinner's done!" Randy yelled up the stairs.

"Coming dad!" I yelled back.

"Do you want to spend the night?" I asked.

"Sure." Kyle said. We both went downstairs just in time for dinner.