Lost

Intro

Prologue

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He left me. It was so out of the blue. Our relationship, and literally every single thing in our lives was going great. Until I found out the truth about him... and soon after, before I could put a stop to it, he took my heart and shattered it. And, he left me.

It hurts to simply think about it. But he left me in the dust. I should've known from the start I meant nothing to him. That's how relationships always end, right? The person dumped realizes they meant nothing to the other. And I was stupid to think this relationship would actually last.

You're all wondering who I'm talking about right? And I'm sure the majority of you are more confused than ever. But I'm about to tell you the whole story. And I'll tell you right now - it's extremely long.

His name is Liam. Liam Payne. The boy with gorgeous brown hair and a sweet personality that is somehow misleading, considering the pain he caused me.

I feel a pang in my chest just thinking about him. I will never get over him, I know that. I was and still am unfortunately in love with him. I swore that we would never ever be separated.. but look what happened.

He absolutely ruined me. The truth about him was shocking... you'll be as shocked as I was when you find out too. Well, almost as shocked as me.

Yet I think he still, deep inside, loves me. But what do I know? According to him, I am a worthless being. That doesn't exactly prove he loves me, even though I'm positive he used to. But though I have so much doubt, I have that tiny sliver of hope that maybe things can work out, though it will take time. And well, I hope we will still get back together as a couple even after everything we've been through. Yes I know that's crazy, and you'll know it's absolutely insane once you find out what he put me through, but we have spent the last five years together as a couple AND as best friends..... and I still wonder, why didn't he tell me the truth about himself? There's gotta be a reason, and I've got to find out why, because right now I'm just completely.. lost.