Together the two of you created them,
so there will always be messages to send
So truthfully it is known that because of these creations
a certain bond between you two will never end
In the beginning I thought that I could handle it,
I thought that I would remain strong
You would talk to them, go and visit them
and with my mind I'd say, "nothings wrong"
Then I noticed that I was becoming weak mainly because
so many other thoughts were going through my head
And in my mind all I could picture was your visit ending
with you lying beside her in the bed
I know you say stop the doubt; also saying to me
that you deserve the trust
But from what I remember is our first meeting
with you being full of intriguing lust
You're giving me the signs and showing me the actions that
I am not completely fulfilling your lustful needs
What else is there for you to do than let her fulfill them
as you go and visit your beautiful seeds
Yes I have all this doubt and these accusations
and by a long shot maybe I'm wrong
But I do know that I can't handle this anymore
I guess I'm not that strong
At this point we need to end this relationship
that we have gotten into so deep
Because now my mind is wondering so much
that at night I can't even sleep
You've started something new
before completely ending something old
So on that note I will be the one to step away
I'm just being bold
When and if you decide to end what you say is old
and would like to step back into my life
If I am still here and the feelings are still deep, this can happen
with you being able to say whether or not I will be your wife.
