A/N: Crazy stuff happen all the time. That story came to my mind and I decided to write it down.
Why won't I have a baby?
I was wordless. I didn't know what to say. I didn't know even how to feel. I couldn't think straight.
I seated in a chair of the waiting room and stayed there for a long time. I thank haven I was the only person in that room. There would be no one to disturb me. So I could cry in peace as much as I wanted. Alone in a waiting room.
Few minutes before I had taken the results of some exams and the results were not very happy. Since thirteen I had felt a lot of pain in my belly every month during my periods. "Lots of girls feel pain, it's OK." I always said to myself.
Little did I know that I had a problem. Something that would take from me one of my biggest dreams.
That illness injured me so much that now, many years later, I can't have a baby. I always knew there was the possibility that I would never be able to have a baby. A possibility for all women on earth, I guess.
I will never be a mom. I have known that my entire life.
That possibility scared so much and for so long. It was always haunting me like a nightmare. I didn't want to talk about that because I try to hold my hope high. I kept saying to myself it was just a possibility. It could "not" happen, at all. And I would be a happy mom one day.
Well, the results said what I feared the most.
I could not help it, I couldn't help myself. I just undid into sobs in the corner of a waiting room, hugging my knees searching for some comfort. Alone. Like ever.
But it is OK.
God knows what is better for me.
I will have a son.
One day I will have a son. Or maybe a daughter.
I will be a mom. I know it.
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Absentminded- Chronicles Of A Young Lady's Mind
Proză scurtăThat book is a small collection of random texts I wrote. Sometimes I just have a crazy idea to a chapter or I see a prompt somewhere and get inspired. I just write a small text, one shot stories or the beginning to a story I can write later and pos...
