CHAPTER TWENTY - THREE

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As I looked outside my window I could see the world changing around me. soon everyone would be going back to the ways they used to know me not being in that picture. Dad and Emilia will get ready for their new baby. Louis will focus on his carrier and the bond his made with four incredible guys.  Blaine will keep growing up into his handsome self living up the high school life while I went back down under doing the normal things I did.

Everyone was getting things ready down stairs . this party was going to be a HOOT well that’s according to what Louis had been saying all day.

I was going to miss this place so much, each person put a different peace of my English life back together, it felt more like home here then it did anywhere else.

I new I would stay connected to each boy feeling closer and closer to them. I new dad wouldn’t hide away from ringing and Louis coming down to see Mum, but I still stayed seated on my bed when I should be down their with them.  tomorrow I will be leaving first thing in the morning for a 7 am flight back home. Having to go back and start the homework and sport again like I never had left. But I don’t want to go.

Over the past three weeks I have grown feelings like no other for so many people. I have become best friends with Liam. Grew closer to my twin brother. understood that dad and Emilia are happy ( and she isn’t really half bad) the friendship that  Niall Zayn and  I have made and the horrible feelings I have made for harry that have changed my way of love right around.  

I slowly crawled out of bed and put my trackie pants  and hoddie on not bothering with making an effort. My hair was in a bun wrapped up so my hair didn’t look bad when I took it out.

“Sweet heart you need to get ready “dad says as I walk down the stairs down into the busy house.

“ why,  I still have heaps of time”

“ no you don’t its nearly six now, people are about to arrive. Go upstairs and make your self look pretty, “

“Can’t I stay here forever?” I ask.

Dad smiles and nods his head agreeing  “You can come back anytime “

“ anytime?”

“ yes , now go on get changed”

I loved the way dad was telling me to go back upstairs. He wasn’t demanding me to, he wasn’t asking me harshly it was more of a friendly nudge to say go and look my best.

I swang my bag open which  I had packed ready for the road back home and searched for something to wear, something that I haven’t wore

“Wear the boots”

I turned around and saw Louis at the door.

“My red ones?”

“Is there any other??”

“ okay, but what dress”

“ anything Gab, you look good in anything”

I started to tear up and turned back to my bag grabbing out a blue stripped dress.

As I slowly rose I felt Louis put his arms around my body giving me a hug.

“I’ll miss you “ he says into my hair.

I let out a hic up and nodded  “I don’t want to go home!!” my voice came out no more then huff.

“I know!”

I turned around in Louis arms so my front end of my body was facing his. I let out a small cry as he kissed my forehead before rubbing my back again.

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