20 Poems to your subconscious....

Relive

I relive the moment my fingers felt

the smooth surface of the envelope 

Its exterior morphing into a blanket 

for my sweaty pores.

The replica of emotions felt the night before

attack and engulf me

Trying to drag me underneath the current

to eradicate my existence forever more. 

I snap out 

focus and breath

A sudden surrounding of adrenaline makes its presence known

With that enforced

I rip open my envelope

I passed

I passed  

I passed

In that moment just like a mother on the day of her child's birth 

A rush of pre non-existent emotions emerge

Feelings I had never felt before.

I would do anything to recreate that moment.

I would do anything to relive it.