The Life Of Her

chapter 5: broken

I went home that day and cried and cried I'm a good person why is this happening to me I really don't deserve this I don't even know how to fix it, I was scared and I felt alone. The next morning he did it again I felt like I had to let him do it because he threanted to kill me and my sister the bell finally rung and I went to the restroom to stop crying and when I left I saw Rana and Jason talking (Jason was in 8th grade, me and Rana was in 5th yes fast forward to 5th grade) "hey Rana why were you talking to Jason?” I asked, "no reason... Are you ok?" She asked me "yes I'm fine" the next few days was horrible and they went by pretty fast. I remember one day after school walking home was Jason I was trying to avoid him but he saw me and he walked over and grabbed me he threw me over his shoulders and carried me into his home he threw me on the bed and took off his clothes then mine I was yelling and screaming and crying out for help but no one heard me. He took his penis and and starting rubbing my vagina with it I tried biting him but he slapped me and told me to hush... timemyself by and I felt like nothing I felt so empty and alone confused and broken "why me?", "why me?", I asked myself...