Yellow hearts // Short Story

Day 9 - Sorry

Blair carried on driving for quite a while and one by almost one the boys fell asleep as i had Jacks head on one shoulder and Mikey's one another while Andy sat laughing opposite me as was Rye while he was trying to put things in Brooks mouth while he was asleep

" So where are we actually going?" I whispered

" You'll love it that's all i'm saying and i can't wait to see my jumping friends " Rye winked and laughed 

" Hmm okay " I laughed lightly before scrolling through my twitter noticing a few more hate messages that are becoming a 24/7 routine to people now Blair had noticed it too and have warned the roadies and other people but i guess you can't stop everyone. So i locked my phone and placed it on my lap before closing my eyes myself falling asleep in between the two sleepyheads

" Wake up sleepy head we've arrived " Mikey's voice softly spoke as he shook me lightly as i smiled at him as i rubbed my eyes unbuckled myself and hopped down out of the car to then be blindfolded to my surprise as someone held my hand and someone else was behind me as i got slightly pulled to a direction where i could hear strange noises before i was sat down and the blindfold was taken off to revel the sight in front of me. It was beautiful

"SURPRISE!" They all shouted as my jaw dropped they had taken me to a zoo where it had an Australian area and the indoor heat was the perfect tempeture it was perfect as i took out my phone and took many snaps of the different views that i was in awe of it admiring every single detail there was it was overwhelming it was beautiful. In front of me was a Kangaroo enclosure with baby joey's jumping around all playing with each other they where my favourite animal by far.

" Why do all this?" I stood still in shock

" We all wanted to make you feel at home here because we know how much you miss home " Emily sprung out of know where smiling

" oh err thankyou " i smiled weakly as i go over to the fence looking out at the kangaroos as one little baby bounced over to me and stuck his nose through the little mess fence as i stroked it gently as it bounced happily back off

" You're so good with animals like how " Rye laughed

" You've just got to be gentle and not scream like you always do " i laughed lightly as he did

" Alright cheeky " He laughed wondering off to Andy who was with Em as he caught them kissing a little i thought they where really cute together they both seemed happy which made me happy i smiled and looked down. I wish i could have that one day

" You okay?" Mikey came over to me smiling

" Yes thankyou i feel really at home "I smiled back as we followed everyone else to the Koala house where i got to hold one called bear he was the fluffiest one of them all and was so adorable and so calm as Brook took a few photos of me and Bear for me.

" Jack you should hold him " I smiled

" No i'm alright thanks Jess " Jack laughed nervously

" Please he wants to go to you " I walked towards Jack as Bear turned his head towards Jack as the keeper helped and placed him on Jack as at first i think they both freaked out but after a while they where fine.

" Would you like to come home with me?" Jack smiled saying in a baby voice to Bear as i smiled and we all got photos and it was time for lunch where we went to an Australian Café which was entertaining to see them all get confused by looking at the menu as they all decided to let me order everything for everyone for their surprise. So i ordered everyone food and sat back down at the table.

" Im nervous" Mikey laughed

" Okay so i ordered myself something i'd eat at home but for you guys i got a little less extravagant the food came and watching everyone's reactions was the most entertaining thing to watch i finished mine and walked over to put it in the bin before i got tapped on the shoulder as i turned around

" Maybe what people say on twitter is true " Emily spoke flicking her hair in my face as i turned around

" I guess some of the hate is true " I sighed placing my tray away as she followed me

" No all of it is we all know the truth. Slut " She ships happily off acting like nothing had happened as i tried to brush it off but i could feel tears forming as i ran out and ran all the way back to the car it wasn't open so i sat besides it letting a few tears fall. I was always the girl who could never defend myself so this used to happen a lot ( me crying ). I sat their for a while before i heard fast footsteps.

" Jess where are you?" Mikey's voice shouted before i saw strands of black hair popping up at the front of the car as he walked around and bent down next to me before pulling me into a hug

" I'm sorry i thought this would of been a nice experience i never meant to upset you by bringing your home to you " He panicked a little as i shook my head

" It's not you it's okay " I sniffed before he wiped away the tears falling down my face

" Then what is it?" He asked softly

" It's all the hate it's a little too much " I cried a bit more as i saw his expression sadden

" I'm so sorry i really am " He pulled me into a tighter more safer hug but i knew what i needed to do.

" Mikey..." I spoke as we pulled away

" Yeah?" He asked softly staring into my eyes

" I need to say goodbye...."