Levi Tobias. Mommy's little buckaroo. I could tell almost immediately that you're a fighter. Levi, you don't have the best story- instead your story changed me for both better and for worse. Your biological father never wanted you, but I did. Even as a scared 16 year old on my own. Levi - you were my saving grace during a dark dark time of my life. I wanted to hold you in my arms more than anything. Levi you are my darling son. I wanted nothing more than to show you how much I love you. More than enough for your sperm donor and myself. But your dad entered my life and showed me the love that we both deserve. Levi, you would love him. Even though I didn't get to hold you I can already tell that you would've been his mini-me. You're both spunky and adorable. You both are fighters no matter what life threw at you. Unfortunately I lost you - I lost you before I got to bring you into this world and I lost you before you got to meet your dad. But Levi Tobias, I swear to you, mommy and daddy love you more than you know my little Buckaroo.
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Letters to my angels
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