When you find out that you're going to be a parent, it's one of the most frightening and exciting times of your life. Finding out that you lost your child, not once, not twice, but for a third time, destroys you. It takes any hope that you may have had about starting a family - and replaces it with questions. When you see those two little lines - your whole world changes. Suddenly everything becomes about that child, every thing you eat, every movement, every thought, even your dreams become all about protecting this child. And when you lose your child, your world changes in the opposite direction for the worse. Then everything you eat, every movement, every thought and yes, every dream becomes a shell of who you were, and what could've been. You start to make subconscious changes to your routine in an effort to maybe have a better outcome the next time.
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Letters to my angels
Non-FictionThis is a collection of letters, thoughts and feelings as my boyfriend and I navigate through the loss of our three children. To anyone who understands this pain I sympathize, and hope you know that there are two more people in your corner of the wo...
