suicide is the only option.

Jocelyn Flores

( Model that committed suicide in Xxxtentacion's hotel )
this is not my suicide letter, it's hers.

  i do the same fucking shit everyday.Everyday feels like Sunday I cannot escape. My mind is sick my mind is fucking sick. I am not satisfied with anything. I do not care about progressing in my life. Throughout my life I cared about about other people who did not care about me. No one truly cares anyway. Life is just a waste of time. My life especially. Even though my family says they care. Deep down. They do not. Friends will come and go. You know,my fucking life is a joke and I'm truly lost in life. My friends saved my life. My friend saved my fucking life. It's  getting less stressful and crazy now but I'm still lost. I see fake humans and their fake smiles with their fake love. I'll Fucking kill all of them. I am not crazy . I truly am not. The only reason I'm alive is because the people who was there for me when I was crying desperately for help. Help. Help. My real family is dead to me. But I will always love them. They didn't want to accept the fact that I was fucked up. "You're not depressed you're not sad you're wasting your time". They didn't get it till it was over. I saw everything before it happened no one cared until they saw me progressing losing my friends was the best thing that has ever happened to me. New people come in my life. I am very grateful for them and everyone around me. I constantly get let down. I always get let down. Maybe because I expect so much of people who truly don't give a fuck about me. I get attached to people. I shouldn't have. I expected too much. Might as well say fuck em' and fuck it. I'll die alone. Hahaha. I'm such a fucking pussy. Depressed, hopeless. Well at least I know who I am
- Jocelyn Flores
Rest in peace beautiful. 🖤 & Rest in peace jahseh. 🖤
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