for nights i been in my room, no noise. dead silent, door locked, crying because i wish shit would stop.
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silent crying when my parents are home because i dont want them to hear me. i cry so much that it hurts and it makes me realize im losing myself.
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sometimes i just feel like happiness isnt an option anymore. i look happy and probably have a fake smile on my face but on the outside but in the inside im hurting in the worst way possible.
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i don't tell people how i feel because all people say is ill get through it. nobody truly cares until the real damage is done.
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how would the world be if i was just gone?
how would my mom feel? my dad.. ?
how about my brother and sister?
what would the people at school say?
i'll never know until i try....
~ k ➰
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suicide is the only option.
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