I'm happy with you

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AN - The song in the video up above is the song she's singing btw

Natali POV

Since Elton left yesterday i move all of my stuff into his room, i wont be able to stand seeing Colby, just his name makes me tear up. I dont wanna sleep in Eltons bed so i go downstairs and drag one of the bean bag chairs up here. Nobody has seen me since yesterday and Colby gets back in around 2 hours, so i probably wont be leaving my room. I usually post on my story every hour but i havent posted anything anywhere for the past two days. I fall asleep again.

I wake up to the door alarm, that means he's back "We're homeeee" Colby and Corey scream in unison. I just bury my face into the pillow. I decide to get up and sing a little, it usually makes me feel better. So i just start coming up with words, i pull up the piano i have on my computer.

Colby POV

I walk upstairs and walk into my room and Nat isnt there, but i hear music coming from Eltons room, i walk over and put my ear to the door. Its Natali. "So you said you found somebody else, and i prayed that, that was just a lie, so i said i loved you one more time, in case that would change your mind. You said I dont want your body but i know that youll go find yourself somebodyelse, our love has grown cold and it doesnt feel like home when i hold you close, and im lookin at you tryna figure out if this is what you really want. You said i dont want your body but i know youll go find yourself somebody else. I said i dont want your body if youre lying here wishin i was someone else, So you said you found somebody else." i hear her voice start cracking. I try to open the door but its locked so i knock "Baby im home" i say. "Dont call me that" she says while sniffling. "Wait what, Nat whats wrong" i ask. She opens the door and her eyes are red and puffy from crying "You know whats wrong, you knew you couldnt resist Shea but you went anyway, then you had to kiss her, that shows me im not good enough, i knew i wasnt good enough for you but you dont have to do that" She yelled while storming past me and going downtsairs. I cant even move, i just ruined my life. My eyes water up and i chase after her. Shes sitting on the floor of the gameroom with her face in her hands. "Natali please, i made a mistake and i know i did, if you never want to talk to me ever again i get it but listen, i will lose every last follower i have, i will move back to kansas, i will leave the house, i will quit social media, i just want you back." i say loudly. "If i mean so much to you whyd you do that" she says while looking up to me. "Natali i dont know okay, it was in the moment but i want you to know how much you mean to me, i cant live without you please Nat, please." i say softly. "Colby, i love you and you know that but i would never ever ever do that to you, i just need some time." she says while walking outside.

Natali POV

i stand in the door way and turn around "You and Sam are the reason i started social media, i loved you guys and you were my all time role model, i know people make mistakes i really do understand, and i wouldnt be living here if it wasnt for you, you changed my life Colby Brock even if I cant understand why you did this, its okay. I love you, but now isn't the time Colby" i say. I  walk away. I walk past Sam and walk into Eltons room. I hear footsteps coming up the stairs and closer to Eltons room, but he never knocked. I open the door and there he is, THE ONE, THE ONLY, COLBY BROCKKK. I'm still mad though.  "What" I ask sternly. "I need to make a decision" he says while looking down. "Wait what, Colby?" I ask getting concerned. "its either you or Shea, I think its Shea, so" He says looking up at me. "So are you saying were over" I say getting mad. "Yes" he says looking at me. I start to tear up "Fuck you Colby Brock" I say loudly as I slam the door shut in his face. I throw myself on the bed and I cant help it anymore, I just start screaming crying, I cant hold it back, it feels like the beach, the waves keep crashing on you not leaving you enough time to catch your breath, before you know it another wave is crashing over your face. and you cant breath.

He did this to me.

He hurt me.

I trusted him.

Its my fault.