I sit all alone in my empty room
Wondering what it would be like happy
Then I hear I laugh,
A laugh all to familiar
It's my demons.
They laugh at my thought of happiness
"You'll never be happy!" They say into my head
They tell me I deserve to die
That I deserve to burn in hell.
So I sit in my room and listen
I listen to the demons laugh
I listen to the things they say
Taking a blade across my skin.
Once they told me to hang myself
I screamed at them to go away
But all they did was laugh
Another time they told me to jump
That no one cared.
But I sat in my empty room thinking
No one will care
No one will know
So why not? And let these demons go.
I looked at my skin one last time
It's not like anyone could love me
With these horrid white lines
And my suicidal mind.
So that night I listened to the demons laugh
I took that pretty blade and did what they said
Cut deeper.
And deeper.
And deeper.
So we'll go away.
And that silent night the last thing I heard
Was the demons laugh
And say "you stupid girl, we'll never go away."
