far away places (my reiyn hart book2)

thirty eight

"why are you crying you ass??" i was softly sobbing while they are watching me being pushed because i'm on wheelchair

"so you're gonna leave??"

"when??" the started questions of frustration

"why the hell do you have to do this??"

"you're no fair larah!"

"who the fuck did those to you" but that question caught me hard so i can't stop crying..i remembered all the things that happened last night.....tearfully it should've gone to trauma

i cannot answer so justin answered for me

"who did this to her?" his teeth almost gritted in anger despite i was not looking,i can now call my self weak

"luis"

"whose that bastard??"

(a/n:wooohh english session moody ako ehh minsan gusto ko ng english minsan tagalog lang okay wait hanapin ko lang yung pake nyo)

"it was his brother"

"oh the one who told larah that she's going to get married to another bastard" napaiwas nalang nang tingin si justin sa sinabi niya...(yan na bumigay na si ako huehue)

"ganyan ba kalala??patingin nga?? may sugat ka pa sa ulo paano ka babyahe??hindi mo kayang luma-" napatingin ako sakanya anu bang sasabhin niya?? lumaban?? "hindi..hindi ko kaya" napatigil nalang ako sa kanilang mga mata

"mas maganda kung aalis na'ko sa gang nyo...i loved you guys...so much"kumunot ang noo nila,my gang,they are so strong...unlike me pretty much

"no please?"

"mamaya na yung flight namin....six o'clock in the afternoon" i faked a smile and sobbed again "i will miss you all" but then i heard someone sobbed "ang daya mo main!!madaya ka!!"pagsisismula ni alexa

"darel was still missing ang now you're going??"

"wait what?? missing??" they all looked at alexa serious...mukhang may sinisikreto sila sa akin

"sorry you shouldn't have heard that"

"she's leaving! and now you'll still continue to hide this??!" alexa cried out

"look at her alexa,she's really i pain..hindi pa siya handa"

"mga gago!" she yelled bafore walking out.." fine!if you guys are okay seeing her like that knowing nothing about iyanne! you can now all go to hell!" ngayun ko lang nakitang magka ganyan si alexa..she's not like that,she's always happy,kahit yung ibang members ay shocked sa ginawa niya before slamming the door...and so alexander followed her

is tared on my knees not feeling any anymore..it was bruised really hard damaged my real personality .....wait as the words flash back in my mind 

  " fine!if you guys are okay seeing her like that knowing nothing about iyanne! you can now all go to hell!"

"whose iyanne??"sabi ko

"i know this will happen" sabi ni francis habang hinihilot ang noo niya

"you'll fined out soon"

"okay" kahit na gusto ko talagang malamn...ayoko nang mag pumilit....namatay si cody dahil sakin  wala na kong lakas ngayon hindi ko narin alam ang mangyaayri sa korea wala na kong maisip na mga bagay na matino dahil si darel lang naman ang iniisip ko 

"maybe we should go" bulong sa akin ni justin i just nodded in response 

(heye guyseu!! isisingit ko lang to kasi baka nga hanapin ko nanana yung pake nyo if you're a k-pop fan try to check on my casts i was updating it every time  i had new characters)

"bye larah we'll miss you" saabi nila habang yumayakap sakin na hindi narin napigilanng umiyak

worst goodbye...