far away places (my reiyn hart book2)

forty-one

we reached seoul that fast???well the airplane ridewas kinda long that  i never enjoyed... i waited until  i cried ohh why am i crying again we reached our house inyos ko na nag mga gamit ko...joke si justin ang nagayos nag lahat

'i wanna go back'

'i don't really wanna leave london'

'i miss darel,i miss them'

'i miss my house'

happy that nayie was with me hear remeber?? nayie is my dog she's at my lap amd my hands are playing with her fur letting out sobs from me 

" i already cooked dinner" kinuha ko yung crutches ko at sinubukang gamitin yondahil hindi kaya ng wheel chair na umakyat sa taas 

wala akong balak na pansinin  siya gusto ko lang umiyak kahit na umiiyak na talaga ako dito

*bagsh!!*

"a shit!!!" i cried and held on my leg,i failed again but this hurts like hell "ash!" patakbong pumnta sa akin si justin at bumuhat ako nang bridal i let my head rest in hid chest and cried i can fell my eys are aching but still i'm crying

he slowly laid me in my bed ,i mean in our room

" i-iwant to b-be in m-my room!" i said between sobs pero hindi niya ako pinakinggan at tumungo palabas ng kuwarto

justin's P.O.V.

kumuha ako nang pag kain kailngan niya ang kumain...hindi siya kumain ng kahit ano nung biyahe...malamng gustom na siya pumasok ako ulit sa kuwarto namin...it hurt seeing her cry because of me...that i cannot do any thing about it

"larah come on open your mouth" halatang ngapipigil ng luha ang mga mata niya

"no"

"why?? you're not eating yet"

"i don't want" 

"please??"

"i said i don't want"

"but please just tell me...what do you want??"

"no..i don't want any" she started to sob "please??"

"no"

"tell me"

"i if i did i'm sure you cannot give it to me"

"for you i will" i was shocked when you bit her lips...tears started falling more and more she was noe crying mess"

"l-larah??"

"i want to go home!!!!" she yelled

"i want darel!!!i miss him!! i want my friends!!!i want my house back!!!!i want my life back!!"

"and..and i-im dying if i never get those back" humina bigla ang boses niya ngunit umiiyak parin sya ....ibinaba ko yung pagkain niya sa lamesa at niyakap siya pero nagulat ako nang itulak niya ako...malakas na para mapalayo ang katwan ko sa kanya at hindi naman ako natumba i felt my self getting weak to

"leave me alone!" she again yelled and starting crying again....i cannot handle her any more...kinuha ko yung pagkain at lumabas ng dahan dahan sa kuwartong iyon....iisa lang ang kuwarto sa abahy na to...alam ko naamng hindi niya ako gugustuhing makatabi kaya sa salas ako natulog pero bago yun tinignan ko muna kung tulog na siya...tulog na nga...mahimbing ang tulog niya....nalungkot ako pero hindi ko kaya ibiay ang gusto niya...i already fall for her ...i already did

"i want darel!!!i miss him!! i want my friends!!!i want my house back!!!!i want my life back!!"

"and..and i-im dying if i never get those back"