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A month later

Trinity

   So after that day I left Alex. Everything has been ok yeah it took me a while to let go but I did. My sister and I have got closer. And on Thanksgiving she told us she was pregnant, at first I was a lil salty but i got over that too. Isaiah and I are now a couple. No I haven't had sex with him. He still thinks I'm a virgin, I switch my classes with Alex and anytime he came around I made sure not to be home. No matter how much I tried I couldn't make myself stop loving him. For the last few days I haven't been to school I been so sick I couldn't even get out the bed.

"Here bae I got you some Ginger ale and some soup" Alice said coming in my room.

"Thanks so much. I be glad when this virus go away" I said sitting up in the bed. And before I could sit up all the way I had to jump up and run to the bathroom to throw up.

"I got you this too" Alice said walking in with a pregnant test after I got myself together.

"What's that for"

"Just take it"

"I'm not pregnant, I only been with Alex and he used protection" i said then it hits me. "Oh shit"

"What" Alice asked

"The next morning after I had sex with him I found some of the condom in side me"

"Gril take this test now" she said walking out.

I took the test and waited for the results. Damn I have been out of wack every time I smoke I got sick and things I used to love to eat don't taste the same no more. I looked down at the test and i was for sure pregnant.
What the fuck how could this happened how could I be so dumb not to take the morning after pill. I set there crying I was so lost do I tell him do I keep it from him do I keep it or get rid of it. So much stuff was going through my head at that very moment. I just set there on the bathroom floor crying.

"Are you ok?" Alice said coming in.

" it's positive" i cried out

"Its ok baby" she said holding me while I let it all out.

"I need to be alone" i said getting up

"No you don't" she said back

"Please just leave" I said getting up running to my room getting in my bed.

"If you want me to I'll go, I'm only a phone call away. Call me. I'll have the car" she said leaving out taking my car keys.

All I wanted to do was lay there. And that's what I did till I cried myself to sleep.

 And that's what I did till I cried myself to sleep

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Jennifer

Boy so now I'm about to be 4 months pregnant. And you could hardly tell I was so happy I won't all big and fat. And still can fit most of my stuff. I thought Alex and I was fading away but once I told him all that changed. I haven't really been talking to my sister lately she been distance. As the big sister its my job to reach out to her. So that's what I was going to do I pulled up to my mother house I didn't see either of there cars. but something told me just knock instead, bout 5 minutes later Trinity came to the door. Her eyes was big and puffy I can tell she has been crying.

"Omg are you okay?" I asked her coming in the house.

"Yeah I'm okay just the flu" she said shutting the door.

Trinity

I was up stairs trying to sleep when there was a knock at the door. I thought Alice left her key again but it was my sister when I tell you she always come around at the wrong time.

"You sure you ok" she asked me again

I don't  know why but I broke down right there telling her about me having sex and now being pregnant leaving the part out about it being Alex baby.

"Its ok sis, have you talk to Isaiah about it"

I forgot I told her about him. So I just went with it

"No I just found out Alice is the only one who knows."

"Well Thansk for telling me. What do you want to do."

"I haven't thought about it yet bout I can't have a baby right now not like this." I said crying

"Well whatever you want to do I'm here for you I can take you some where to get an abortion or I can take you to the doctor." She's sincerely said

I set and thought about it for a few. Do I really want to kill Alex and I love child. What am I thinking bout his about to marry my sister and have a child with her.

"I can't have this baby" I said getting up

"Ok well get dress"

"Okay"

I got up and went to get dress. I text Alice and told her what I was about to do and she said she will meet me there. As we pulled up to the abortion center. I was so scared but I had to do what I had do. I thought about telling Alex but I didn't want to complicat anything. I got out the car hands shaking. Alice pulled up parked and jumped out the car.

"You sure about this?" she asked

"Yeah I have to sis" and with that she took my hand and we walk in.

It didn't take long but it hurt so bad. I felt the other part of my heart that's was left after Alex, was now gone too. All I wanted to do was be alone Alice stop passed my house got me some stuff and dropped me off at a room.  All i wanted to do was just shower and sleep.

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