Immortal *reboot*

Park Nap

I'm woken by the fresh aroma of bacon and eggs. Slowly stretching my body in bed I slowly sit up barely being able to see about 3 feet in front of me clearly. I rub my tired eyes and turn to set my feet on the soft carpet of my room. I walk down the long hall and check on Rachael and see her gone. Bewildered I follow the smell of bacon and eggs and see a plate already laid out for me on the countertop with a note.
"Sorry I had to leave so early but I had a class. I called a taxi and made you breakfast as a small thanks for yesterday with what I found in your kitchen."
Rachael signed it and left her number written on it.
"Hmm I guess I'll give her a call later"
*Sigh* it's happening again. Not again I can't do this again. But I can't stop myself.
I look at how appetizing breakfast and grab a fork. I open the fridge, pour myself a glass of apple juice and take a seat as I ponder what to do.
Things do get pretty lonely in the house sometimes. I look back and think of how many there were before her. How happy I was in each of them and get it didnt last long, at least not in the grand scheme of things. Sometimes I wonder what death would be like. Would it hurt like being burnt from the inside or will it be blissfully beautiful as one's soul is finally laid to rest. Hmm I guess I'll never know. I wash my plate and look at the clock.
"Holy shit 11 am already. Crap I haven't done anything all day"
I grab my shoes and coat and head out for a walk.
" I can't just lay around the house all day, what if someone needs help. "
I say as I struggle to get my right shoe on.
"Geez why does it keep bending at the heel"
I finally get it in and head out.
I guess I could walk towards the park since there's always something going on there. I start heading towards Central Adams Park, named after town mayor Joshua Michael Adams about 70 years ago. Great man, loved playing chess and drinking whiskey, too bad he died from lung cancer. I arrive to the park and slowly graze the marble of the statue as I look around to see if anything's happened yet. I sit on the soft grass as the breeze blows into my face. I feel the soft tickling from the moving grass. Guess they haven't cut it in a while. I feel so relaxed to the point were I got drowsy. I laid down and closed my eyes. I slowly drift away to sleep as the beeping of cars and conversations of people played in the background.